Disclaimer: Don't own Naruto or any of its characters. I just fuck around with them.
Hello there everyone! This is me. The original author coming back after two years to attempt to finish this story. My writing style has changed quite a bit but bear with me. I would recommend that you read the chapters as a post them and not just wait for the new chapter because I will be making some changes. Nothing major, the insanity will remain. I'm just going to polish some rough edges.
(Sasuke POV)
Things that you never imagined possible could happen if you are open enough to them. I learned that the hard way. I'm a 17-year-old boy named Sasuke who goes to high school like any other teenager my age that isn't a lazy ass. My family is filthy rich but my mother decided I should enjoy a more open environment so I go to a public high school that sucks the life out of me. My mother is a nice person but sometimes she just doesn't get it. Sasuke and public shouldn't even be in the same sentence.
My father is a friggin' asshole who only cares about my brother and would ignore me to death if it wasn't for the fact that I always talk back at him; sometimes without a reason. Finally in my precious (gag) family there is my older brother whose name is Itachi. I can't say much about him except that he is weird, arrogant, and freakishly smart. He's the kind that knows what you are going to say even before you think about saying it. To say I hate their guts is an understatement, although I secretly like mom sometimes. Because she's the only one who loves me enough to give two fucks about what happens to me.
In any case I don't have that many friends just Naruto and Gaara. Naruto is a good person sometimes dumb but he has his moments of brilliance. Gaara is like me most of the time except that he has this fetish for cookies and eats them a mile an hour. It eventually leads to him having this psycho look and laughing for no reason at all. It's creepy I tell you, but aside from that they are ok.
Today is the fourth day of school and I have no homework because I'm smart and great, and I already did my homework for the month. I'm not conceited, not at all.
Now I'm on a mission because I'm bored. What do you do when you get bored and you have a mystery for a brother? Yes, you guessed right. You go through his room looking for blackmail material. After all he is like 20 (that's right I'm not even sure how old he is) and if I get my hands on something juicy I could get him to buy me beer or take me to places for free. Oh yeah that would be great. The bastard never pays attention to me. When I was little he at least used to speak to me, until I turned 13, now I'm lucky if he says "hi" in the morning. Don't get my wrong is not like I care, but I mean he is my brother shouldn't he be more brotherly? Even if it is just to annoy me? Oh shut up I don't care about your opinion.
I opened the black door that had a sign that said (Do Not Enter Without Authorization) and guess what color is everything? Freaking white everywhere! You would think this a hospital, and not one thing out of place. I guess my brother is a neat freak. Gee I would have never guessed (feel the overflowing sarcasm). There is only the bed, a desk with a computer on it, some sort of cabinet with a stereo inside, and the usual mundane stuff that people have in their rooms. Since everything is so well placed it won't be hard to find stuff. My work is cut out for me and maybe the closet should be the first thing to search through.
What do you know! He does own clothes that are not black. Actually this looks a lot like a rainbow...is that a pink shirt I see?! No freaking way! Hilarious. My brother wears pink?! Well maybe he goes pimping himself with that shirt, but I have never seen him with a girl though. Tch, not my business, moving on. Maybe those boxes on the top have something interesting? Well I always knew I was clumsy but this is ridiculous! Why do I have to fall flat on my face with all the boxes hitting me on the head? Life is a bitch I tell you! Thank god my parents are not home that much noise would have brought them upstairs.
There better be something worth it in these damn boxes or else I'm burning them...did I mention I'm a bit of a pyromaniac? Indeed, I am. Well, well, well, looky here we found some letters and ... poems? Hmm who would have thought my insensitive brother had a soft side? What am I saying? My brother and "soft" don't even go together in the same sentence! Analogous to Sasuke and public. I'm keeping these to read through later. And what's this? A picture of Itachi and who the hell is that? And…… WHAT THE FUCK MY BROTHER IS SMILING? Woah...if I were 40 years older I would have gotten a heart attack for sure. Yes, some blackmail material for sure. Papers, certificates, blah blah, awards, blah blah, official letters, more blah blah... well no more surprises in those boxes that's for sure.
Now onto the cabinet of mystery and obscurity that might bring some sunshine into my life. Lets see here CDs, tapes, and the stereo on the bottom. Tan tan tan tan! First drawer holds...nothing...ohh how disappointing. Wow this is fun maybe I should have invited Naruto and Gaara over but too late for that now. The second drawer holds...more papers for fucks sake! What's with people and papers nowadays! Sometimes I think we might drown in damn papers at this rate.
Well the dark cabinet held nothing useful...hopefully the computer will. What kind of password would dark-and-all-knowing a.k.a Itachi choose for his computer?
(Normal POV)
"Shit this is harder than I thought. Maybe I won't be able to break the password."
"No you won't, its 13 characters long and all numbers." Proclaimed Itachi who was resting nonchalantly by the door and gazing at Sasuke in a bored manner. Like the fat cat that watches the unaware canary.
"THE FUCK!" screamed Sasuke swirling around in the chair and falling to the floor like an electrocuted rag doll.
"Don't scare me like that Itachi! Dammit I could have died of shock!!"
"Perhaps you shouldn't be in other peoples bedrooms trying to get inside their computers without any permission from the owner. Plus can't you read? I thought the sign on my door was quite clear. Besides you are too young to die of shock." Itachi replied walking towards the desk and looking down into his younger brother's face with complete blankness. Sasuke looked like the kid with the prohibited cookie jar, but turned the expression into a sheepish smile very unsuccessfully. As a result he launched into a rant that almost deprived him of enough oxygen to cause death.
"Well you see my computer broke-- and I had this project --and I needed some info from the Internet. Father is away so I can't get inside his study and use his computer. You weren't home and your door was unlocked so I thought I could use yours really quick and no one would know." He answered while edging towards the door hoping he could make a run for it if Itachi got too upset, even though he had never seen his brother mad. He just didn't want to find out now anyways.
"Why didn't you wait and ask me for it when I got home?" argued his brother after sitting down and turning the chair to face Sasuke who was half way out the door. Itachi pinned him in place with an intense gaze that would make anyone turn to goo and shake in fear.
"Ha. Ha. Ha. You are funny Itachi. What kind of question is that? Where have you been all these years? Have you seen what kind of relationship we have? We are near strangers living under the same roof." Sasuke's voice took a sarcastic tone.
"Oh yes I can see it now you walking in and me going up to you and saying:
**Oh hello bro what's up? You know my PC broke, I need to use yours, would that be a problem? ** and you passing by and giving me no answer; completely ignoring my existence."
Sasuke rolled his eyes for dramatic effect and because of it missed the minor frown that possessed Itachi's features for a split second.
"Just forget it I'll work on it tomorrow before school starts. You keep living in your perfect life that has no space for imperfect me." Sasuke turned and left the room forgetting the mess he had made in the closet and the cabinet.
(Sasuke's POV)
Wooohoo! Yes! Score! I made it out alive and I still got some stuff in my pockets. Although I don't think it would be good blackmail material it is still Itachi's property. Wouldn't he pay to get them back? Thanks to my little act of "the hurt dejected brother" I was able to get away. I hope he bought my lie about the computer, but personally I could care less. At least I killed some time in there. Let's see what kind of poetry does the frigid asshole write?
(Normal POV)
Sasuke pulled out the wrinkled papers and began to read the elegant cursive that was spread across the page. As he read the lines his eyes narrowed and his mouth contracted in confusion.
Thoughts come by
Thoughts go by
Time is still and won't move away
Wonders of a mad mind
Rise upon myself
And leave me hanging
In weak dismay
The atmosphere changing
The air to crimson red
Like the flowers on the fields
In early may
The angels condemn me
And the demons praise
While I'm a stray
Loving and denying
My life's tragic play.
Should I even comment on how crappy the amount of ambiguity in that poem is? Well he is weird so I guess it makes sense that his poetry would not make sense. I think. Anyways maybe I should read the rest before I make a decision.
I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venom
You are poison
You are poison running through my veins
I hear you calling and it's needles and pins
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you but you're under my skin
I wanna kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You are poison running through my veins
Running deep inside my veins
Poison burning deep inside my veins
I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you but I want it too much
I wanna taste you but your lips are venom
You are poison
(listen to the actual song it's really good)
Well that was unexpected. Seems like the ice prick has a heart, and he cares about someone who doesn't like him back. Serves him right! Besides who would like an asshole like him?
Now where is the picture? Ah hah! Here it is! Now who's that kid ...FUCK THAT'S ME! What the hell? How come Itachi looks so happy? And why does he have this picture if he supposedly doesn't give two shits about me? Oh well, maybe he put it there and forgot about it or something; still...he looks nice smiling.
For the new readers I certainly await your reviews.