I Hate You, I Love You
Author's Notes: Welp, I was bored, so I decided to scribble a little something up. I'll admit, Jin/Noel is a bit of a guilty pleasure of mine, as even though it makes exactly zero sense in the context of canon, I feel it can be good if it's built up properly.
This, of course, is not exactly a shining example of what I'm referring to.
Disclaimer: I do not own BlazBlue, Arc System Works, or anything else related. If I did, Rachel would most likely be cremated by now- hey don't look at me like that!
...It disgusts me.
Everything about it just disgusts me. I can't ignore it... every time I see your face, I just want to rip you apart... piece by piece. I want you to die a slow and agonizing death. I want to make you suffer as much as possible before your life finally drains out of you and your blood is splattered all over the ground and my sword.
I hate you. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you.
And yet, when I turn my eyes on you, I can never justify that hatred. Something about you just seems so innocent... I don't know why I hate you. And sometimes, I feel as if I want to sweep you away, into my arms, and carry you off into the night... where no one can watch us, and no one can judge us...
I love you. I love you, I love you, I love you.
Order... balance... chaos... corruption... they mean nothing to me now. Your eyes are so beautiful... and I feel as if I can see beyond the world when I look into them. Your visage is so disgusting... and yet so incredible. I don't know what it is about you, but you just drive me crazy... in every way imaginable.
I hate you.
I love you.
Child of the Azure.
Author's Note: Oh god, I don't know if I should feel disgusted or intrigued by this piece. So many opposites, so little space. I can't really tell if what I wrote is even passable by any means... sigh. I guess I'm just not cut out for writing after all...
Meh, I suppose it could be worse. At any rate, I'd like to hear your opinions on this little snippet. Sorry for being rambly, and hopefully next time will be better!