Big girls don't cry by fergie
I do not own miraculous ladybug or the songs.Old me would be shy and unwilling to speak due to Chloe's bullying.. That was until I met Alya Cessairè, she told me that standing up for myself was not the end of the world it's the opposite actually it's when you finally get to breathe and live.
The new me has taken that lesson and passed witwith soaring colors of black and red, just like Ladybug because I am her as she is me... I used to worry about that alot until I told myself to look at Nino.. When I gave him the miraculous, he was himself through and through. That's when I finally made Marinette and Ladybug one person instead of two... So why does it hurts so much now?!
I have been hiding the pain for weeks since Lila came back. I haven't said a word to my friends amd classmates and I don't feel the need to.. I have also recoreded everything from everyone acusing me to be a liar to Alya sitting next to Lila instead of me and ... Lastly to Adrian saying he was disappointed in me for not being a good sport.
Well no more damn it! I am Ladybug for god's sake! I refuse to be apart of this living hell of misunderstanding and lies.. So, I am taking a vacation, which is technically right because my grandma wanted me to learn how to fight since the recent akumatizing surrounding the family. I had no problem with that, hell if I like it too much I'll ask my parents to let me stay. But, to be on the safe side I told my parents the situtation.. let's say they were furious and disappointed in Alya and Adrian but I had to calm them down before hawkmoth had any ideas.
So here I am on the plane to Italy, the irony is real with me... I was getting bored and pluck my airpods in my ears and the song played Big girls don't cry by Fergie.Da da da daThe smell of your skin lingerson me nowyou're probably on your flightback to your home townI need some sheltef of myown protection babyTo be with myself and center, clarityPeace , SerenityI hope you know, I hope you knowThat this has nothing to do with youits personal myself and IWe've got some straightenin' out to do..And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanketBut I've got to get a move on my lifeits time to be a big girl now
and big girls don't cry
After the song went off, I looked out the window to see we are 2 hours away from Italy. Might as well get some sleep.