Dear lilly:
It's been a couple of weeks since Miley and I've talked. I hate this feeling. I've texted her so much I think ill need a thumb transplant. Ok. I know you might be confused and you're probably asking yourself why im sending you an email instead of just talking on the phone. I guess im so used to using my fingers that its easier to write a letter. Ok, A week ago me and Miley were laying on her bed it was raining outside so that left our picnic canceled. Anyways we settle for a movie in her bed since it was freaking freezing. So me and Miley we on her bed and I got behind her and started flirting with her like we used to. Remember? So I was playing with Miley a little bit when she started sobbing a bit getting me worried. So I was like "What's wrong?" She was like nothing so I insisted. You know how stubborn I can get. I cannot keep my mouth shut. I have to be all curious. So 'said, I quote "I can't tell you ill show you." She turned around and kissed me!!!!
Lilly what do I do? I still can believe she kissed me. I tried talking to her but she wont come out. Im worried she hasn't even gone to school. What if she… no. Lilly this is all my fault I shouldn't even write to you about this. This is all my fault . How could I not have noticed. The way she cared so much as to what I thought about her being Miley. I thought she was just being a good friend; something I was horrible at. I am such an… idiot, I've always known when a guy likes me. I just wish I would have known since the beginning, I would have made it clear for her. .I don't even like her. And don't get me wrong she is gorgeous but. Lilly I swear her being gay was so far away from my mind. She dated Jake. I guess she's bi. Why didn't you tell me? Oh god. I'm so sorry. I wish I was with her right now. You wont know how badly I miss her. She's my best friend! Anyway, I have to go feed bagels. I swear that dog's just going to eat us all one day. Why did mom get that dog anyways?
Hoping you write back;
Mikayla Ann Hartward
P.S.: Sorry about not asking you about Paris.
P.P.S.: How's Paris?
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MILEY'S POV
Don't you hate when you take a test and then you realized that your errors were really dumb? That's how I feel right now. How could I be so illusive as to think that Mikayla liked me. And then I had to go and kill it even more by kissing her.
KISSING her.
How obvious was it? VERY. My mind is so cynical as to give me flashbacks when me and her stared at the Grey brothers. There is not one gay bone in her body. I hate straight girls!
That's why im not talking to her anymore, and im not overreacting. If she was so straight then why did she have to flirt with me everyday. For any reason. She should know that:
**** MILEY (gay) + MIKAYLA (fine, sexy, and very flirtatious) = Miley falling head over heels in love with Mikayla.
I cant believe she thought I was straight. I watch LOGO. Well, we watched it together, actually. See, another point made.
**** 2 lonely girls +logo (gay channel is you didn't know) = making out and/or sex.
It makes sense doesn't it? Why didn't she see it? Instead she just says.
"Im sorry" and leaves.
NOT COOL. I was so ecstatic when I finally kissed me and then she had to kill it by shoving me away. She didn't even pull back right away. She waited up until I wanted to deepen the kiss to push me away. Well you know what Mikayla fuck you. She might as well forget about me. Why? You ask. She's been sending me thousands of messages. Apologizing and saying she never meant to hurt me. Bull. I know exactly what she wanted. She wanted me as her little gay experiment. I was so not up for that.
She can take her little friendship and shove it up her-
Another text. I opened my phone.
Miley we need to talk.
For the first time I actually was going to text her back.
About?
Us, please. This is important. You know we need to talk.
IDK, Im a bit busy.
Plz, plz, plz, plz, plz, plz, plz.
I placed the phone in my drawer. I couldn't give in. besides two sentences were enough. We didn't need to talk about anything else.
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MIKAYLA'S POV
Yes, im still in my room. Still texting Miley. She's never actually been mad at me. I cant stand this I need her. She and lilly are the only two people in my life. Lilly is all the way over in Paris. Zut!! ( darn in French) I cant afford to loose Miley. I will do anything to get her back.
"Ma'am?" - Charles asked.
" Yes, Charles."
" You have correspondence." -She replied in a serious tone. I smiled.
"Why don't you just call it mail?" -He didn't even flinch. " You can leave now."
"Yes, Ma'am" -Well he's not getting me anything for Christmas obviously. Let's see. Light bill, application for college, Saverite coupons, Lilly's letter! The rest of the envelopes flew across my room as I began to read:
Mickie:
I'm sorry about you and Miley. Now that your mom died you're probably very lonely. If I was there I would give you a big bear hug. Gosh how I miss being with you and Miley and the weird one. Oliver. How is he? Anyway, as of Miley. Well I personally though you liked her thus me not even bothering to tell you. I mean you guys were so cute together that I just thought that you were both in love. I wish I could talk to Miley. I sure do miss her.
You as me what to do. Well, if I were in your place I would have given Miley a chance. Hey, she was there every time you needed her and not just because she liked you. You out of all people know that. Maybe you should try a bit, but please don't play with her feelings. I cant even believe that you didn't even realize that she liked you. It was so obvious!!! Didn't you guys like flirt all the time? Maybe deep inside you'll discover that you actually love Miley. Trust me, she's a sweetheart, but I understand if you don't go for her. Hey its your choice. I will warn you though; I doubt she'll ever see you as friend again. You cannot even imagine how much she talked about you. One time she even called me at 2 am to talk about how much she loved you. She told me about your cute little mole on you rear end. Ha, Why was she looking there anyways? None of my business.
I do have to tell you that Miley dated Jake just to get close to you. Remember the movie you guys were filming? Well we ruined it because she was ultra jealous of Jake. I bet you didn't know that right? She's always been in love with you Mikayla. Im telling, well writing you, the love you're missing from you dead parents, Miley will give you. Think about what I've told you and keep me update on the whole Miley thing.
Waiting for your call:
Lillian Truscott
P.S.: Paris is great. French guys are so hot!
I crumpled up the note and threw myself backwards. Dating Miley. This is the only way to save our friendship. Well, we wont basically be friends again. All I want is my Miley back… as a friend! Ok, just relax. Let me think things through.
Lets review the Pros first:
*Miley is gorgeous.
*She will obviously be a great girlfriend.
*Miley wont ever harm me.
*I am 100% sure that she is in love with me…Now of course.
*I might actually be secretly in love with her.
Ok, now for the Cons:
*I don't even think I'm bi.(yes, that's my only con)
Well the solution is obvious: Ill ask her out; and on the bright side she has gorgeous eyes. I stood up and grabbed my keys.
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MILEY'S POV
I got out of my sexy shower. A showers always brings my mood up. I had a towel over my body and checked my phone. Wow, 15 text messages. She really outdid herself this time. I skipped to the last 2 messages.
I know you're reading my texts
Are you at your house?
What the hell? Why the hell would she come over here for? I haven't even done my hair.
I don't want to see you, Mikayla.
I was alone at my house and I knew that if Mikayla came she'd probably work her way to make me forgive her and then the whole touchy thing would start all over. Not this time it wont. I wonder were my undies are at?
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MIKAYLA'S POV
I pulled up a block from Miley's house. Even though she knew I'd arrive at her house I want to be a little unexpected. Ok, so let's review my plan. I convince her to let me talk to her in private then Ill tell her that I like her and then we go out. Very simple. Why work harder on it? She's been in love with me for a while, why should I have to beg? Here I am. I knock on the door (as if that wasn't obvious.) And Miley's dad opens the door. Gosh, his hair is so gorgeous! I just love hair! Umm that's probably a reason why im here right now. I love playing with Miley's hair. She probably thought I was being all homo on her. I just love hair. ( Feel free to call me weird)
"Well hello there Mikayla."-she kissed my cheek. His hair smells so good. I blushed a bit. Miley's dad is so cute!
"Hi, can I talk to Miley?"-He frowned.
"Well, I thought you can to talk to me!"-I smiled and patted him playfully as an excuse, of course to play with his hair.
"I did, it's just that I really need to talk to her." Please?"
"Actually, she told me she didn't ever want to talk to you, ever."-He looked at me puzzled.
"Oh, I get it."-he looked past me.
"Where's your car? Don't tell me you walked over here."-How cute, worrying about me and everything.
"Yeah."-I lied.
"Well I was just on my way to go fishing, with Jackson. I could drop you off."-I saw Jackson wave from the couch. I smiled.
"No, thanks. Ill walk."
"Are you sure?"-He touched my shoulder.
"Yes, It'll give me time to think."-We all walked out and I waited until they left. They take hours! First Jackson forgot the food, then the sun block and then the car couldn't start. I waited on a corner for about 20 minutes! I ran to the house after they left. The house is locked. How do I get in. Miley probably wont open. She must be really pissed. My plan had to be completely rearranged