Will It Ever End

I can't believe it has been 4 years since I have seen him. I can't believe I have gone that long without running back and saying all is forgiven. I miss him so much but my pride never allowed me to go back to him. I hate my stupid pride. Here I am fresh out of college not knowing what I wanted to do with my life.

I know I said college was never for me but I decided to give it a shot anyways. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. Eric has tried several times to rekindle our love but our love died the moment I left Phoenix and met Carlisle. I knew I could not love another. So if I had to die alone then I would.

I missed him I missed them. These past 4 years all I did was go to school and worked at the local music store. I didn't associate with anyone except Eric and I barely did that. Mostly I just wanted to be left alone and most of that time I got what I wanted. Every time I close my eyes all I say was him. All our happy times together the love we shared. I wanted those days back. Ugh why did I have to let my stupid pride get the best of me?

Carlisle's POV

It has been 4 years since she left since she walked out of my life. I was just here but not here. I went to work then came home. I kept myself away from the family because it hurt so much to be around anyone who wasn't her. I needed her I had to have her but I let her walk out of my life.

That day I should have ran out the door and begged her to stay here. We should have worked things out not just go our separate ways. She wanted us to go our separate ways but I didn't. What she wanted she got I made sure of that. I missed Bella so much. I didn't want anyone else I couldn't be with anyone else.

Bella made my dead heart whole again after Esme left me but with everything that happened it became too much for her. I don't blame her for walking out I guess if I was in her position I would have done the same thing. Now I was going to Seattle for a doctor's conference.

I was to go there for a few days then come back. I figured a change of scenery would maybe be good for me. I needed to get out of Forks for a little bit. I packed up my things and was off. When I made it to Seattle I checked into my hotel and decided to take a walk. It was a little after 10 p.m. when I arrived at the hotel.

As I was walking a familiar scent hit me. I turned in the direction and there she was my goddess. I was frozen where I stood. "Bella" her name sounded so foreign coming from my lips but at the same time it felt so right.

Bella's POV

I needed to take a walk to clear my head. I didn't want to be at home because Eric was trying harder to get me to go out on a date with him. Walking helped clear my head even if I was clumsy I loved to walk. Something about the night breeze made me feel relaxed.

As I was walking I felt like someone was staring at me. I turned to where I felt the presence coming from and there he stood. There he was in the flesh standing there staring at me as I was him. I could see my name coming from his lips. "Carlisle" his name sounded so foreign coming from my lips but at the same time it felt so right.

I couldn't move but I felt myself moving towards him though. When I was right in front of him I was lost at what to do. Do I hug him shake his hand say something? I didn't know but I did know that seeing him made me happy.

"Hi" I couldn't think of what else to say or do.

"Bella" he pulled me into him for a hug. This was right this is where I wanted to be in his arms. I cried I finally allowed the tears to flow. Carlisle pulled me closer to him and I reacquainted myself with the smell that I missed oh so much. I pulled away so I could see him.

"What are you doing here?" I noticed I was smiling for the first time in so long.

"I had a doctor's conference. How have you been?" do I lie no I decided truth.

"Ok but I have missed you so much. I wanted so many times to run back to you but I just I never could bring myself to do it" I could feel the tears coming back.

"I missed you too Bella. I wanted to run after you that day but I figured if this was what you wanted then I was going to give you your space. I love you Bella I will always love you I just hope that one day we can maybe give us a try again" I could see hope in his eyes.

"I would love to give us a try again. I love you Carlisle I never stopped" his face lit up which made mine light up.

"Can I take you out on a date?" I could tell he was nervous about my answer.

"I would love that" a fresh start sounded nice.

"How about tomorrow at about 7 how does that sound?" I thought about it for a minute.

"Sounds fantastic" I gave him my number so he could call me for directions.

"Well Bella bye for now. I shall see you tomorrow" I nodded my head.

"Goodbye Carlisle see you tomorrow" I waved bye as I started to walk back home.

I go for a nightly walk and run into Carlisle what were the odds of that happening. I was actually happy the happiest I have been since I left him. I have a date with him tomorrow. What am I going to wear? How should I do my hair? How should I do my make up? Wait I never got this way when it came to me going out on a date but then again it is Carlisle. I am nervous about this date because it is our first date since we went our separate ways. I hope all goes well tomorrow.

Ok so me and a friend have outlined the sequel and started working on it....I am halfway done with all the chapters so I decided to go ahead and start putting up the chapters....With the ways things are going I should be able to update at least once a week as long things dont get to crazy on my end....I hope the sequel holds up and that you all enjoy it as much as I enjoy working on it and as much as you all loved Love Is A Sin....Let the journey of a lovely couple begin....Until next time be safe and review....

Of course I own nada except my plot and Eric and whoever else might appear in this story.....