Disclaimer: Not my idea, My poem. Some guy/girl 's idea. Anyway, for he/she.
Lost in my own world
You think that I can't notice,
But I can.
You are using me like a puppet.
I'm a useless tool that's under your command.
It hurts so mush to be used that way.
Do you not love me?
I tried, so hard!
Lies, all lies.
Your not worth my pain, no one is.
But I love you,
And I need you.
I am lost, wandering in sadness.
Then, one day, HE came.
So youthful, so gentle.
I felt my heart collapse.
He understands me so well.
His laughter, his smile, his body…
Unknown feelings, raging in me.
Release me! Release my soul.
Let me soar.
Let me fly!!!
I feel so trapped,
Between him and you.
I am so lost and oh, so lonely.
I wanted everything,
I had everything,
I ruined everything.
I'm so useless.
No one, not even you care.
But, him.
His smile fills me.
He keeps my head up.
Tells me to never look back.
The only decision I ever made,
Was the correct one.
Take me away,
Take the pain, the sadness, and the endless tears.
The blood, the kicks, the slaps.
The hurt, the torture.
Take me away.
I want to fly into freedom with him.
Laugh, dance, kiss…
The gift of life never felt so special.
My own world is gone.
I'm in his world now.