Disclaimer: I do not own Twilight or any of the characters. I just wanted to play around with the plot a bit and answer one of those "What If" questions I asked myself after reading some awesome fanfic stories out there.

Story Info: I wondered what would happen if Bella had a terrifying experience with a vampire in Phoenix that prompted her move to Forks to start over. What would her reaction would be to the Cullens? Twilight with a twist. Human and Vamp, rated M.

This is my first attempt at writing fanfiction. I am excited and nervous. I'd love some feedback, so please review. I only ask that folks be constructive in their criticism. If it's not your cup of tea, it's more than ok to say that.

I have no beta or pre-reader. If anyone is interested, please send me a PM. I could use all the help I can get, lol.

Warning – There will sexual violence in the first couple of chapters. I don't plan on be overly graphic, but enough for readers to understand what's going on.

Chapter One: Delusional

James POV

I can smell freesia and honey in the air, as blood pumps through her veins. I am hungry for her. I am practically salivating for a taste of her heaven to sooth the thirst throughout my body. As tempting as her blood will be, her body will be equally delicious. Her sexy curves and sweet smile call to me. I can't wait to take what's mine.

I have spent the last five years yearning for Izzy Swan . She shot down along with every guy in school, but I was determined to win her. At a party during the beginning of this school year, I saw her sitting all alone outside just looking up at the night sky. The slight breeze blew her long brown hair around her shoulders, and her brown eyes were lit up with excitement in seeing a shooting star.

I took this as a sign and made my move. I sat down next to her, and after talking for a few minutes, I kissed her pretty, pink lips. It was divine. Only she backed away and asked me why I kissed her. I told her that I loved her and wanted to be with her always. She told me that she didn't see me the same way.

I went home and drowned my sorrows in beer from the fridge. My dad never cared; he'd actually have to notice me. My mother left him when I was in seven, and he took his rage out on me. I was his personal punching bag, or at least until I could fight back. I had no one in my life, I was nothing.

For three weeks, I watched Izzy at school with her best friend. She and Gabriella were always together. They would smile, laugh, and joke amongst themselves. I had a class with Gabriella and she told me that I was delusional if I thought Izzy would ever be with a guy like me – a loser. She said I'd never be good enough for her friend.

I hit rock bottom that night and decided to find a bar to get wasted. I drove to the seedier part of town because I had heard rumors that this bar never carded anyone. After my fourth beer, I felt a little better, just enough to take the edge off the pain and rejection I was feeling.

"Hi handsome." came from my right. I looked over to see a very beautiful red head, with red eyes, a sexy body, and a mischievous smile. Wait, that can't be right. People don't have red eyes. Maybe I was more wasted than I thought? As I looked deeper into her eyes, I felt a pull towards her.

"Are you talking to me?" I answered her.

"Yes, of course I am. My name is Victoria. And you are…. ?"

"My name is James."

"Nice to meet you, James. Lady troubles bring you out tonight?"

"To have lady troubles, I'd have to have a lady." I grumbled.

"Let me guess? She can't see what a catch you are?" Victoria questioned.

"She doesn't want me." I sat and told her my whole story. I couldn't tamp down my feelings of anger and loneliness anymore.

"What if I could help change some of that?" she asked.

"How?"

"Easy. Follow me." She got up and started walking towards the door of the bar. I found myself following her out the door and outside. She moved towards the back of the bar where I had parked my car.

"So uh… Where are we going?"

"Just right here. I needed you out of that bar for this to work." She looked at me closely, almost like she was deciding something. All of a sudden she was latched onto my neck, and I felt a burning pain down to my toes. My vision was getting blurry, everything was turning hazy, and I wanted to scream. My body was on fire and I couldn't stand any longer. Black dots danced in my vision and everything faded.

I woke sometime later, feeling like much different. My vision was clearer, I felt no pain, and I could move much faster. It seemed I was as agile as a cat. I jumped up off the floor, and heard tinkling laughter behind me.

"Hey handsome. I am glad to see you are finally awake." Victoria said while smiling at me.

"What happened? Where am I? What am I?" I asked a few questions that had popped into my mind first.

"You are now a vampire, James."

And so my new life began…. Victoria taught me how to live again. She taught me what it was like to be a man. She fulfilled all my needs. For several weeks, she taught me about feeding, torturing prey, and helped me come up with a mastermind plan to get revenge on my sweet Izzy.

I could just see her now through the slats in the fence outside of her home. She was talking to Gabriella in her back yard. It was time to put my plan in motion. I jumped the fence, and waited for her reaction to the new me.

"Well, hello Izzy." I said as I smiled at her.