So, this is the result of a Kirk/Spock binge, several stories, inspiration and I had to write this. Also, be warned – emotional Spock in this. Then again, he is in an emotional time…. But lease don't shoot!

Enjoy!

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This cannot be happening. Spock panicked. He knew it was coming, HAD to be coming, but he'd hit 30 and thought it wouldn't happen. Yet logic had failed him, for now…

Pon farr was upon him.

Normally, this wouldn't be a problem. He had a mate, it was his time, this should be simple – return to Vulcan, marry T'Pring and let nature takes it course. Problem solved. There was just one teeny, tiny, itty, bitty little problem,

Its name was James T. Kirk.

His captain had become someone dear to him - a friend he could trust and have his back and somehow, the person he …loved. Jim was dear to him and he would do anything to keep him safe. Unknowingly, a proto-bond had formed between him and Jim and this was causing a problem. Normally, his blood would be singing for his fiancé, but his bond with Jim was pulling him toward him as well.

So, while his Vulcan heritage was pulling toward Vulcan and T'Pring, his heart was begging him to explain things to Jim and beg him to bond. His logic was the only thing stopping him and reminding him to GET THE HELL TO VULCAN NOW!

Naturally, he planned just that.

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They – of course – made it to Vulcan but T'Pring wasn't pleased with him. Now, he was fighting Kirk.

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The refusal had lit his blood on fire and while the fighting had dulled the fire, only their death would stop it. Currently, he was trying to strangle his opponent when he was hit by a flash…..

Jim, smiling, only for him.

Games of chess

Barely-concealed flirting

The perfect partner

Taking, claiming, forcing

Mine MINE MINE!

Children with blonde hair and pointed ears

Yes, want, give NOW!

His mind tried to reach out, to complete the bond when suddenly…

Spock came to, realizing who was underneath him and the mind he was trying to find, to bond with had vanished out of thin air. He looked down.

His heart dropped.

Jim….

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Aw, poor Spock

Yeah, this wasn't great but I hope you liked it. If so, leave a review and tell me how to get better.

Bye!