Finished: August 26, 2000
Dear Brother
By Azure
My dear brother, Subaru.
It's 8 years since I died, left you here in
this world alone. It's all my fault to let 'Sakurazuka Seishirou' around you.
He hurt you, broke your heart like a glass. And you retreated in your own
heart that I can't go within. You are my beloved brother. I would do everything
to help you. So I tried to find the way to pull you out. Yes. There is a way.
My death might wake you and that's why I must sacrifice myself. I wish when
you got away from abyss in your heart, you would find you happiness.
But what are you doing?
You left the school, smoked, trained your
skill very hard, and seek Sei-chan in order to revenge him for what he did
to me?
No. You looked for him because you hope he
might return to the kind 'Seishirou-san', right?
I understand you, my poor brother.
Finally. The year 1999 came. Kamui returned to Tokyo to choose his destiny
to become a Dragon of Heaven, one of the Seven Sealsor a Dragon of Earth,
one of the Seven Angels.
Yes. He chose to be a Dragon of Heaven and
his tragedy had begun. Fuuma, his best friend is his 'twin star'. He became
a Dragon of Earth and killed his sister, Kotori before in front of Kamui's
face. The poor boy lost many people he loves in short time, his mother, his
aunt-Tokiko, his love-Kotori and his friend-Fuuma who become the 'Kamui' of
the Dragons of Heaven. It was very very hard for the 15 years old boy like
him to handle this. Therefore he ran away from the reality immediately like
you did once before.
Subaru. You are going into the bottom of his
heart to save him. And told him about your tragedy with Sei-chan. I still
remember a part of your conversation with Kamui.
"Seishirou-san said 'There is no difference
between people and things' " You told the little cute boy.
"You mean, he was saying that everything
was alive, the way humans being are?" Kamui asked you in return.
The words Kamui uttered had stroked me. I
never expected to hear something very innocent like that, not after he just
lost his beloved and betrayed by his friend an hour ago.
You know, I adored the boy so much. He was
very brave to come back to the real world that is full of painful memories
again because he wished to bring Fuuma back.
When you lost your eye at Ikebukuro during
the battle with Fuuma. Kamui blamed himself and apologized you repeatedly
while he was sobbing. All the time you were unconscious, he sat by your side
and held your hand tightly as he fear that if he left your hand, you will
dies. That shows me how much the boy cares about you. So I'm sure, he loves
you.
Maybe the 'Kamui' of the Dragons of Heaven
is someone I'm waiting for so long. Someone, who loves you, protects you and
helps you recovering from your pain.
I wish you would find your happiness with
Kamui.
Goodbye Subaru.
Someday, we will meet again.
