Falling Back in Love Chapter 1: The Awards, a twilight fanfic

Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do not own Twilight…or do I? No 

BPOV

Finally I put the final touches on my makeup. I thought that I looked good. I was ready so I went down stairs. Let me fill you in. Edward left me two years ago. Since then I had become a singer. To night I was going to the AMAs. Little did I know that he was a singer too. Here is my encounter of seeing the guy who crushed me.

"Bella, your limo is here" my dad (and manager) called to me.

"Okay, I'll be right down," I shouted back.

"Congratulations, Bella. I hope that you do a good job. I'll watch here on the TV" he said.

I had to laugh. Unlike me Charlie wasn't much of a party person.

"Okay Dad, I'll see you soon," I said.

Then I got into my limo. When I got out it was crazy, but I loved it. I stopped to sign autographs for fans and to answer questions with reporters. That's when I first caught a glimpse of him. All I saw was his unusual bronze colored hair in the sea of people. I told myself not to worry because he wouldn't be here. I knew that as a fact. When everyone got settled the announcer Cam came on.

"Let's not wait to get this exciting night started," Cam shouted.

Everyone screamed, and Cam waited for the audience.

"We all know that each year the winner for the best male and the best female vocalists perform together; I can't wait to see who the lucky two are this year. First up is one of our nominees for best male vocalists of the year, please give a warm welcome to Edward Cullen!"

That's when froze. I guess I was wrong, he was here. Edward walked up on stage and started singing. I wasn't paying attention to what he was singing I was still in shock that he was here. Time had passed and it was my turn. I got on stage and then I saw him in the first row; if he hadn't known that I was here yet he would defiantly notice me. Then as he ended his song and Cam came back onto the stage he looked at me. He looked right at me. Question was in his gold eyes. When I looked at him it made me dizzy. I got off my seat and headed backstage because I would be performing soon. Finally it was my turn.

"Please welcome Isabella Swan, nominee for best female vocalist of the year," Cam shouted.

I walked out on stage. I did a quick scan of the crowd. There he was. In the middle, first row.

"Hi everyone," I shouted. Then my drummer started and I prepared to sing.

(Never Again, Kelly Clarkson)

I hope the ring you gave to her turns her finger green
I hope when your in bed with her, you think of me
I would never wish bad things, but I don't wish you well
Could you tell, by the flames that burned your words

I never read your letter
'Cos I knew what you'd say
Give me that Sunday school answer
Try and make it all OK
[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
She may believe you but I never will
Never again
If she really knows the truth, she deserves you
A trophy wife, oh how cute
Ignorance is bliss
But when your day comes, and he's through with you
And he'll be through with you
You'll die together but alone
You wrote me in a letter
You couldn't say it right to my face
Give me that Sunday school answer
Repent yourself away
[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
Never again
[Bridge]
Never again will I hear you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I fall to you
Never
Never again will I kiss you
Never again will I want to
Never again will I love you
Never

[Chorus]
Does it hurt to know I'll never be there
Bet it sucks, to see my face everywhere
It was you, who chose to end it like you did
I was the last to know
You knew exactly what you were doing
And don't say, you simply lost your way
They may believe you but I never will
I never will
I never will

Never again

When I finished I gathered up my courage and I looked right at Edward. He looked right back at me. The awards went on and it was finally time for the best female vocalist and the best male vocalist to be announced.

"Now, is the moment we have been waiting for," said Cam as he opened the envelope, "the best male vocalist of the year is…Edward Cullen."

Edward got out of his seat and walked to the stage.

"Congratulations, man," Cam said.

"Thanks," Edward said.

Edward did his thank you speech. You know mentioning the fans, saying thank you to his parents etc. Then he did something that I thought that he would never do. He mentioned me.

"And to my inspiration, Bella," he said. Then with a smile he left the stage.

At that moment I was glad I had used my full name instead of my nickname Bella for my career. On his way to his seat he walked past me; he smiled at me.

"Now it is time to announce the best female vocalist of the year," Cam said.

I both wanted it and didn't want it. I wanted it because I worked hard and it would be such an honor to win female vocalist of the year. I didn't want it because it would mean that I would have to sing with Edward. I wasn't sure that I could do that.

"The best female vocalist of the year is… Isabella Swan," Cam said.

I was in shock. I slowly walked to the stage. I looked out at the crowd. When I saw Edward cheering like the others I thought that there might be a chance that he might still like me. I did my speech.

"Edward will you come up here so that you can sing your duet with Isabella," Cam said. Edward came up on stage. He was still gorgeous. He bronze hair, his eyes, and his clothes. It was at that moment when I realized that I was still in love with Edward Cullen.

"You two will be singing Fall for You by Secondhand Senerade" Cam told us.

"Hello Bella," Edward said.

"Hey," I said.

"You ready?" he asked.

"Yep," I said.

We both looked out to the audience and switched on our mikes. I can't believe after what had happen that I would be singing with him. I was surprised that he didn't leave the stage right then and there. He must still like me, or at least think of us as friends. It has been two years without contact, but it seemed like it was just a few days. Then we started to sing:

Edward:

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

Both:
But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

Bella:
This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

Both:
So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Both:
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

"Thank you," we both shouted.

Then he looked at me. I knew with that look that he couldn't have not like me at all like he had said that fall evening two years ago. I knew we had to be at the least friends. I knew we had to talk some time. Cam ended the show.

"Hey, Edward," I said.

"Yeah," he replied.

"Want to come to my trailer. I need to talk to you," I said.

"Sure," he said.