Take A Good Look

Rated: PG

Category: Angst, Gen To Implied Ship/UST, Mal/Inara, Mal POV.
Spoilers: BDM.
Summary: Mal's thoughts as he shares that look with Inara in the BDM. Yeah…that one.

Note: Written for SerenityHope15. You'll pass through it soon enough.

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I said it before, and I'll say it again.

I wish like hell you was elsewhere.

Especially now. For so many reasons.

You said there's lotsa versions of me, and I suppose that's true.

Somewhere in me there might be an eloquent fella who could take a sec right now and say the things that need sayin all fancy like, but I don't mean to let him take the reins.

Me stoppin for that is about as natural as bullets in the gut.

So, take a good look, Inara. You wanted to know who you're dealing with?

Here I am.