If only Phineas
(Isabella's point of view)
*Beep Beep Beep*
Went my alarm clock. I got out of of bed with a huge smile, I was happier than I was, any other day because today was going to be special, because it was me and Phineas alone today, finally without Ferb.
I quickly got dressed. Being so excited, I wore my hair in a pony tail. Something different for something special.
I ran down the down the stairs giggling. My mom was in the kitchen fixing some breakfast before I left. I almost ran past her. "Isa don't you go running now! Pofavor come` tu desayuno!" My mom smiled and I laughed knowing I wouldn't be able to go without a decent meal.
All I talked about as I sat down, was Phineas.
"Mom! Today it's us, alone! Can you believe it? God he's so dreamy. Sometimes I see us flying away together into the sunset. Oh my! Did I just say that? I'm going crazy! Ugh how am I going to app-"
"Isa! Todo esta bien." My mom interrupted in a soothing voice. "Okay, okay." Iexhaled. "I'm completely calm."
Once I left my house I felt nervous. Why did Phineas want us to be alone today? Is this just a 'friend' thing? I know why we're going to be alone, but why not invite the others? Or is it more than just my dreams coming true? I've always wanted us to spend alone time together. Just Him and I, I and Him.
I then bumped into the back-yard door, really hard. "Ow" I said as I fell to the sidewalk. I then heard the door opened. My vision was blurry for a couple of seconds. I was confused until I realized what happened when Phineas hand reached mine.
"Isabella! Are you okay? Are you hurt?" Phineas bent down next to me.
"Yeah, I'm fine! Just, heh bumped into the fence. I guess I was lost in my thoughts." Phineas face calmed down more as he helped me up. I rubbed dust off my clothes as Phineas questioned what I hope he wouldn't.
"Oh, what were you thinking about?" My face heated up. My stomach twisted. Ugh, already I'm making a fool of myself.
"Um y-you know stuff. Oh hey look, is that a flying monkey?!" Phineas's face changed from confusion to even more confusion.
"What where?" I put down my hand, The distraction worked. Kinda. Phineas raced an eyebrow scanning my face.
"How about we go in the back yard?" I nervously smiled.
"Yeah, Yeah! C'mon, I'll tell you our plan." We both walked in and made our way towards the huge tree.
"Okay what are we going to do today?" We sat down. Phineas turned to look at me with a smile. I knew that smile, today was so going to be special.
"Well see, I really need a friend today. I couldn't bear to be alone. You're the girl across the way and you're also my best friend so it would make sense that you of all people would be with me on this weird day." See, Phineas has only been alone since last night after Ferb and Mr. Flynn-Fletcher went to England to visit family. Usually the whole family goes but there was some sort of blood-family thing they had to go to. I nodded and smiled. I put my hand on his shoulder.
"Don't worry Phineas. I'll always be here no matter what. Cross my heart." I made a 'X' over my heart.
He smiled back really wide. " Thanks Izzy. You're the best!" I couldn't help but blush, every time he calls me Izzy it's like my heart skips beats and the butterflies flutter more.
"How about a walk to clear you mind? That way we can sort out today without worrying too much of the absence of Ferb." I half smiled and took his hand. I mean, that isn't the only reason I wanted to go for a walk. It's just, today's perfect! It can't get any better. Oh my, should I call the girls? Nah, today it'll be all on me.
"Yeah sure, why not? It's a perfect idea!" Phineas and I stood up holding hands making our way to the park. We didn't talk, but the silence wasn't anything close to awkward it was, how can I describe it? I don't know! But One thing for sure, this was so out of the ordinary.
Gasp What if he finally found his feelings? I still continued to hope. But I'm trying to calm down before I do something stupid again. We reached the park. I could not help and notice that Phineas was still holding my hand. I never let go either but times that I usually would use my hand, he didn't make an effort to let go even though he knew I needed my hand. It had been a while since we held our hands like this. I remembered the haunted house I'm shivering in my head just thinking about it! We never let go. Even now. It's almost the same, but better.
I blushed to the thought. I tried my best to stop. I really wanted to laugh but yet again I really wanted to stop being so nervous and scared. I couldn't stop and I knew for sure Phineas realized I was blushing, because he was doing the same. Smiling. It felt the one of those moments in movies where the couples kissed but not quite. I mean, he probably doesn't feel the same way! See I was laughing really hard now breaking the moment. But then I got super mad at myself. I stopped and saw Phineas still blushing. Oh, he was so cute! But then we both looked down at our hands then quickly let go. He stood there awkwardly for a while. He had never blushed before, when we touch fingers. Why now?
"So how about we get some ideas down before the day runs by?" I said trying to make things go back to normal.
"O-oh yeah! We better start quick because time runs by while having fun." Oh my gosh! Did he just say he was having fun Just by holding my hand? Oh my, I'm going to faint. Of course, I won't or I wouldn't be able to find out what was to come next.
If only Phineas knew my true feelings, if only Phineas. Maybe today's the day. Maybe he'll finally let go the clueless thing. I mean he has to have some feelings? He has to know mine.
Oh If Only he just knew.