Summary: Will is always in abusive relationships. He doesn't like them but always ends up being in them. He wants to know if there will ever be someone to save him. Will there be someone? Read and find out see...

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Face it Will. You like to be in abusive relationships so you can get hurt." Kevin's voice never left my mind. I could hear his harsh snarl as he said it.

What if I don't like to get hurt and it just happens? I don't like getting hurt. I don't like abusive relationships. I hate violence. Why can't a normal guy like me find love? Have I done something wrong in the world? Not that I know of. Have I hurt anyone? Nope. So what's wrong with me?

I'm just a 16 year old guy, gets straight A's, I'm kind, and I don't do anything wrong. So what happened? What did I do to deserve this? My mother might not be perfect but she loves me and my little sister. She even loved me when I told her I was bisexual when I was 14 years old. So... Why doesn't anyone else love me? Or even like me?

I live in Salem that is really bad. Is that why no one likes me? Everyone is just in a bad mood wrapped up in their own drama. Maybe my own age group don't like me because I've never done drugs, smoked, or drank? But people don't even know what I'm really like under this shell of shyness. Why? "Will?" My little sister, Sydney, calls for me. "Can we play house?" She asks me with a smile.

"Sure." I sigh. She is only 7. I can't break her heart by not playing with her. "I'll be the daddy and you can be my daughter." "Okay! I'll go get some toys for puppies and kitties!" Sydney runs out and to her room. This is going to take a while, so I walk into the hallway to follow her.

Almost everyday she wants to play house. Is it because my mom and her dad EJ got divorced when she was 4? After everything it doesn't bother me that she wants to play it but I can't help but feel bad for her. She was so young when the family broke apart EJ got Johnny in the custody agreement we barely get to see him now.

"Will, are you okay?" Mom comes in front of me. When did she get here? I shrug and feel my sad smile turn into a frown. "Ya, just thinking, that's all. "Is it about Kevin?" Mom looks at me sadly.

I nod and start to tear up a bit. Mom and I are close. My dad and I, not so much, he went to prison 9 years ago when I do see him everything is just awkward. But with mom, I can tell her anything like she's my best friend. So I told her how my recent boyfriend, Kevin, tried to have sex with me while hurting me. And then just broke up with me because I said no. He wasn't my first boyfriend though. I have two others that would abuse me. Plus, I never dated a girl in my life. So, I dated all guys. But when I told mom all of that, she understood me and stayed in my room holding me while I cried. That was about a month ago.

"Honey, that was a long time ago. There's still boys and girls out there that would treat you ten times better." Mom hugs me. "But mom, I dated him for nine months. How can I just move on?" My voice cracks as if I'm about to cry.

"Remember there's other boys and girls who would die just to go out with you." Mom says and kisses my head. "But I think I'm gay now". "Even better. I wouldn't have to worry about you getting a girl knocked up." Mom laughs. I start to laugh and forget about being upset. "Thanks, mom. But no one would want to date me."

"Oh stop that. You are a wonderful- "I'm ready to play house, Will!" Sydney walks out holding stuffed animals in her arms. "I'll talk to you later, Hun. "Just be happy." Mom smiles and leaves for work. "Come on Syd. Let's put back these animals and play in your room." I smile and go in her messy room. "Why are all of your toys on the floor?" I ask and start throwing them into her toy box. "I couldn't decide which ones to pick, so I had to lay them all out." Sydney says and helps put away the toys. "Why do you look so sad?" She asks and stands next to me holding my hand. "Are you hurt?" I didn't even realize I was frowning or looking sad. "No, just thinking of Kevin." I say. She knows about Kevin and never liked him.

She pouts. "How about you marry me? I could be better than that stupid Kevin!" She giggles and sits on my lap. I laugh. "That's be wonderful, but you're my sister and way too young for me." I kiss her forehead. "Then pinkie promise to not be sad anymore and stop thinking of that Kevin?" Sydney holds out her little pinkie. "I pinkie promise." I smile and wrap my pinkie around her's. "Good! Now lets start playing!" Sydney gets off my lap and gets out the stuff to play with. Soon after playing house with her, I start to forget all the bad things that has happened.

I hope you liked this first chapter this is my first FanFic my English teacher told me about this site can't wait to hear your feed back. When choosing what to write about Will and Sonny came to mind. Enjoy