Chapter 1

My body is so cold as I hear the ambulance blaring down the street. "Wake up baby please." I hear my husband's frantic voice. "Dont die on me." I lay in this tub full of what once was water, now is my blood. Thoughts of my life is racing through my head. Did i go up the street or across? I'm not so sure. Right now i just want to be completely unable to resuscitate dead. My life is not what it seems.

I feel my soul slowly leaving my body. I can no longer hear or feel anyone at this moment. It is totally dark and quiet. Could I be dead? Is this the death I seek? Wait there is a light ahead. I did it i killed myself. That wasnt so bad.

My name is Karen Reeves and i am the owner of Passion Cupcakes. I'm only 24 years old. I have the big house on the ocean shores of South beach. My company has pulled in millions of dollars. I drive that nice 2014 suited up GT Mustang. I am a successful business owned woman. I have the most supportive, handsome, successful husband. Only 24 most people would consider my life made. Most people will think I have that fairy tale life everybody and America dreams of. The thing is you would think I would. My life is really great. Or is it? Yes i have the perfect life and husband, but that's only to the outsiders.

You guys would say im crazy and I need to stop complaining. Of course most people say that. Like, "There are people who would love to be in your place." "There are people starving in africa." Stuff like that really pisses me off. You don't know me to say stuff like that. You will tho.