Broken AkuRoku with side pairings M for language, abuse, cutting, and sexual themes later on Disclaimer: I own nothing! Not even my soul O.O Hey everyone!! Okay so this is my first story, my best friend Amanda and I are working on it. I only have this chapter done, sorry about that. But hey I'm working on it. I'm also sorry if this story seems horrible, Amanda and I are working on getting better…… But anyways… Enjoy I guess… Feel free to review, tell me what we need to work on or if you liked anything. Xoxo Steph and Amanda xoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxoxox
And I've been waiting for the sun
With my wide eyes
I've seen worlds that don't belong
My mouth is dry
With words I can not verbalize
Tell me why
We live like this
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I picked up the blade and slid it against my skin. I know it's not good for me, and that I could eventually kill myself; but god it just felt so good when the cold steel bit into my flesh.
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It was six in the morning, and the alarm clock was already blaring next to the bed. The lump that was in said bed reached a hand out and threw the alarm clock against his closet door. Unfortunately the noise didn't stop. Forcing the occupant of the bed to stand groggily and walk over to the annoying electronic and turn it off. In his sleepy haze he didn't even realize the door behind him being open, until it was to late. The next thing he knew his back was on the black carpeting, and a spiky haired brunette was on top of him.
"ROXAS! WAKE UP" Of course it was his brother, who else would be up and sugar high this early in the morning.
"Sora, if you haven't already noticed I am up." Roxas couldn't help but to role his eyes at his twin. Yes, that's right twin, only a few differences could be found between the two. Roxas was quite but rebellious with blonde hair and a tad bit paler then his naturally tanned brother. While Sora was hyper all the time, social, and brunette. One trait the two shared though, was their bright blue eyes.
Pushing Sora off of him, Roxas stood and left his room to take a shower. Then dressing in his favorite pair of faded grey skinny jeans, a dark purple and black t-shirt, and of course his black hoodie. After dressing Roxas applied a thin but noticeable layer of eyeliner around his eyes, only making them stand out more then usual.
"Roxas!! Come out here I made waffles!." Sora shouted from the kitchen. He made them breakfast every morning, in hopes his brother would eat something. But every morning Roxas refused to eat, as he had been doing since freshmen year. They were juniors now, and Roxas's extreme weight loss worried Sora constantly.
As the still sleepy blonde walked into the kitchen he mumbled a "not hungry" while putting on his black converse and grabbing his ipod nano. He put in the ear buds and pressed play, allowing Three Days Grace to fill his mind.
On my own, cause I can't take liven with you
I'm alone, so I won't turn out like you want me to
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
A couple minutes later the two brothers were out the door and heading to there first day of school. Lucky for them the school was only a ten minute walk from there house, so they didn't have to travel far. As they approached the school Sora ran off to find Riku, his best friend since he was five. Roxas, as usual was left alone, he had no friends. Everyone thought he was different, and that was ok with him. He told himself that it was better this way.
Sora POV
"Hey Sora, are you there?!" A silver haired boy was waving his hand in front of said brunette's face. He was always spacing out like this.
"Yah sorry Riku, it's just….. Roxas still won't eat" Sora said quietly. Riku was the only other person who knew about Roxas, other then himself of course. If he ever even thought of telling his mother, things would be even worse for Roxas then they were now.
The silver haired boy looked into Sora's eyes. This had been going on for a while but there was nothing Sora or himself could do about it. "Does she still hit him?" Riku asked so quietly Sora could barley hear.
Sora only looked down, but that was all Riku needed.