chapter 1
"hayden ,peyton...girls i need you to be quiet for a lil bit ..okay" i said
" okay mama" said peyton
"why mummy " said hayden
" cause mummy is calling uncle emmy so that means you need to be quiet while i talk to emmy so it's a surpise when he sees you 2 for th first time "i said
"okay mummy "said hayden
"mama are we going to meet our daddy" asked peyton
"oh baby ,i m sorry but no ...we have talked about this your daddy doesn't know that mummy had you but i promise girls one day he will know"i said
i know i probaly shouldn't have told my two 7yr olds that their dad didn't know that he was a dad but when my twins came home from school bawling them selves criying because some bully told them that they didn't have a father because he didn't love and thought they were ugly i just couldn't lie to them
"okay girls mama is going to call uncle emmy and grand pa charlie" i said
as my girls went and sat on the motel bed and watch tv i picked up the phone and called emmett
three ring thats all it took before i heard the fimiliar voice of my brother emmett
"hello swan residence this is emmett"
" hey emmey bear" i said quietly
" who is this ,.. if this is your idea of a fucking joke it's not funny my sister is missing you sick fucking prick"he said angrely
"no emmy it's me ,re..really me "i said with tear silently falling down my face
"baby b is it really you ... bella " he said i could hear the hope in his voice
"yer emmett it's me" i sobbed out
"whe...where are you bell i..ah ..i'll come and get you ..you can...come home ...where the fuck have you been it's been like nearly 8 years bella ...baby girl why did you leave .. god you just up and left in the middle of the fucking night... do you realize how much you disapearing effected everyone we thought you got kidnapped for a while then when we looked on you computer we found the not you wrote us ... do you realize how much it hurt me knowing you where out there some where at the age of 16 by your self defend for your self god bells it riped me to bits ... so where are so i can get you and never let you out of my sight again"he said i could hear that he was crying aswell now
"i...im.. so sorry that i ran away and put everyone through that i feel lika complete bitch for doing that to you , you have no idea how hard it was for me to leave but emmy i would never ran away if i thought there was another option but if i had stayed i would have destroyed alot of peoples futers and dreams and i just can't do that emmy bear i couldn't ,but you have to know how sorry i am" i said through the tears
"where are you i will come and get you and you can come home and we can talk about all of this " he said
" i am in forks i am at the motel down the street from dads"
"okay well dad is living over seas with sue ,leah and seth i own dads place now so why don't you come over to my place and we can talk" he said
" okay but i have two people with me that i want you to meet" i said
" oh okay well bring them with you i guess just come and see me already bella i missed you so much" he said
" okay well give me half an hour and i wiil be there okay" i said
" okay i love you bella i will see you soon" he said
" i love you 2 i am sorry bye " i said and hung up the phone
i wiped away the tears ans walked over to the girls
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