In You

Love isn't real.

No one can obtain it because it doesn't exist.

It's a sad thing when people can't get something they really want.

Something they desire more than their own lives.

They try over and over to get what it is they need.

But they never really obtain it.

It doesn't exist.

My life was never special.

Until there was you.

You changed all of my thoughts.

The only love I thought a person could have was for their parents.

But then their was you.

You with everything someone could need.

I think about you every night.

How I could never live without you.

How bad it felt when I was without you.

And the look in your eyes when you saw how it changed me.

How you leaving took my life right from my hands.

And I saw the look in your eyes, and the sadness in your voice when you promised me…

"I'll never have the courage to leave you again."

You touch me in ways I never thought possible.

You look at me like you can see right into my heart.

You smile at me and I almost faint every time.

You can change me in anyway you wanted to and I wouldn't even care.

But you don't.

For some reason you love me just the way I am.

This normal average girl…

You love and I can't understand.

Because some how I know I love you too.

But love doesn't exist right?

I've told myself that over and over again.

And now I don't believe it.

Love was impossible.

Love wasn't real.

But love doesn't exist until someone makes you feel it.

Love is something you have to find.

You, yourself don't have it.

You have to find it someone else.

Your love is in someone else and theirs is in you.

That's why two people can complete each other.

Just like you complete me.

That's why I wasn't the same without you.

You really took some of me when you left.

And I still had some of you.

I knew you still loved me because I had your piece of love.

I know I would be nothing without you.

And I wouldn't have it any other way.

You might be some gift of the gods.

And I maybe just a little simple girl.

But our hearts wouldn't want it any other way.

I love you.

You are the only love I have.

And this time,

I believe it.