Eddward's Poem

by Kiraloverless

Poor Double D is fighting his strong emotional crush for Kevin in the forms of poems in a note book what he wants to say but cannot. These little dribbles are actual notes in another story I'm writing 'Limerence' where Double D is doing a study on love and how it works, These poems are found by his crush, but what will Kevin do once he learns of these feelings?

1. Chapter 1

Title: Eddward's Poem
Author: kiraloverless
Fandom: Ed, Edd, 'n Eddy
Setting: Home/School/Cul-de-sac
Pairing: Kevin/Edd
Genre: Emotional Hurt/comfort/Romance
Chapters: Poems
Warnings: Boy love
Disclaimer: I don't own Edd n Eddy belongs to cartoon network and Danny Antonucci

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Kevin, I love you, but I'm afraid of you.

What attracts me to you is not many a wonder, your leadership and bravery is admirable.
Even your judgment towards faultful encounters is fearful.

If only for a moment, how else could I grasp your attention?
My comrades elsewhere, would you despise me less?

Even though your are lenient with me I still fear your disgust, harsh words and
disapproving feelings towards me should I ever approach you.

I am deeply apologetic and ashamed.

We are not worlds apart, yet I don't exist in your world.

But if I dare to fantasize about us together
I'd like to think that you'd be kind to me.

Would you give me a pet name and be protective?

Would I swoon at the sight of your smile?

Nay I'd die of happiness if you'd take my hand!

Be gentle with me for I love you so.

Would we venture to the wood and lay under the stars?
I'd merely lose myself in your forest green eyes, capture me.

Tears flood my heart how "I have feelings for you" would sound,
from your lips, in your arms I would die happy.

I am so nervous, glad and giddy when you pass me!
Even when you don't notice me, your smell is warm lingering in my heart.

I am weak, forgive me!

I am plagued by a longing for you to notice me.

Cure me, let me share affections for you I fear will find no dwelling.

I beg for a day that you might love me tenderly, but if it angered you I'd beg you'd forget that day,
and that I would cherish the only memory forevermore.

It pains me to ponder the thought that you will never think of me that way.
Please, please let that not be true, even though... in reality...you never will.

For the sake of l'amour I must forsake you.
Forgive me, I am weak!

Kevin, I love you, but I am afraid of you.

Author's Note:

Completely one sided love poem!

Eddward writes a poem whenever his feelings won't obey to subside. In this entry Eddward imagines the possibilities that might happen if perhaps the object of his affections had noticed. Mostly these poetic words turn into wishful thinking. Of course originally this is only the prologue of the actual story I'm working on, so this one is just really quick.