Hey fanfiction readers! and lovely amazing authors too...
My name is Pandastyle. I may have written a few reviews for stories. Some of you might of known me in my days as a Guest Reviewer.
Well, I just aquired an account for the site out of Curiousity more out of anything else.
If my written sucks, just tell me. I like pleasing everyone.
THIS IS MY FIRST FANFIC SO CUT ME SOME SLACK!
Its about... a demigod...who I hope we all know...who writes a letter to his father but never sends it. Now I am a girl and I have NO IDEA on how the other inferior half of our species (no offense to guys) thinks like. So cut me slack in that department as well.
I DIDNT INTEND FOR A BIG AUTHORS NOTE SO SRRRRRRRRRRRRY! U CAN READ NOW!
Dear Father,
Although I will always loath your smile, and curdle to laugh, and spit on your throne, this does not take away any relationship we had.
I lived a terrible, lonely life, without you by my side. My mother-May Castellan, you remember her?- turned into some monster worse than all of the ones I've faced. She would hold me and shake me, and rattle up my bones.
I never loathed her because she was my mother. I stood by her as long as I could, and tried not to suffer from the madness. I'd help her when she does her cooking and cleaning around a house which would be a dream to some people- but not to me. I was terrified of that house, and make no mistake- when I left, it wasn't out of vain or selfishness. I left for the good of us all. Because I knew that to survive, one of us would have to leave. I knew that to protect her, I'd have to leave.
I never hated my mother.
It was you who I hated. I hated you above them all.
You left me as a child, expecting me to just sit around and hope for the best. And when I left, why did you have to come case my dreams away when I slept? Why did you even send those monsters to me anyway? To prove if I'm worthy enough of your attention? I'd expect that kind of behavior from one of the Big Three, not you.
For countless nights I cursed your name. In the quest I had to complete I swore I'd find a way to destroy you. My life has only been a hell hole, and you know it. Because you are the one who triggered it. Kronos was the only one who knew my feelings. And he stood beside me, and helped me. SO I joined him, as you know. That pathetic Percy Jackson stood in my way. So I planned to exterminate him, weeks before he even arrived to Camp Half-Blood.
You probably know the rest.
I hated you because you were never the role model I thought you were. You are a pathetic, low bastard and for all I know you can go die in the deepest hole in Tartarus. You are the worst thing I can think of, and I look down at you as a being lower than a dirty rat. You shouldn't be in power.
Well, father what do you have to say about that? I bet you're speechless. But no matter. You aren't my Dad. Because the only one who's ever showed me fatherly love was Kronos. And you deserve me or my mother at all.
Sincerely,
Your "loving" son, Luke Castellan