he did it. He told everyone, he told Amira the truth. He did what i wanted, yet why do i feel like this Today was ....it was... not the best day i can tell you that.

He rejected me...after everything i did, everything i put up with. He pushes me away and rejects me.

What about all those times where he said that he doesnt want me out of his life, or he said that he loves me...or hes gonna go away with me...does that mean nothing to him.
Though I can't imagine how hes feeling at this moment, hes lost his family, Amira has run away..who knows what her dad will do to him and me..

I thought that if he came clean to everyone it would make things better but i was wrong, it made everything even worse. Im such a idiot..the way he looked at me when he rejected me and everyone else...i could hear my heart break into pieces.

Syed...im sorry for everything thats happened. But it did happen, if it wasnt with me then it would of been with some other bloke.
But im glad it was with me and not somelse...I felt real love. Jane's ex husband is all but a distant memory...

I love him....so why is it wrong to love him?....why does their religion think its wrong for two men or two women to be happy together?....Why?