I see the rain...

By Chibi-nin-Adara

A NejiTen Drabble

We cry under the rain to hide our tears...I ignore your pain, you ignore my fears.It is not only the rain we see, but it is how we protect eachother...

You are not here...It doesn't matter we are together- but it always feels like we are far away even when you are so close that i can see the lavender hints in your eyes. You are not with me. You have things to worry about- simple emotions are very complicated for you. I don't know how you feel when you are happy. Are we even shedding the same tears of pain when we are sad? Or hurt? Were you ever hurt? You do not speak of those, we talk but we don't speak... It's how we are.

You touch me, my arms, my heart. It is neither done with thought nor feelings- you simply call it training. Yet its your hands on my skin. I know now..

I am able to feel a ghosts touch...

I know you...From my dreams.. I have thought of you, how it is to be you. I remade you in my mind, another person, who is not afraid to have companions around him, who has his family within, who can perform a simple smile.

The one i see now, is lost. Is only crying under the rain to hide his tears, scared of attaching himself at the people who wants to be closer to him. It is you.. No matter how good you are that day, when we talk...I always notice it, you were never able to hide it - or perhaps you never meant to... That little sparkle of sadness, I spot, in all the silvery shades that danced in your extraordinary eyes. What you see with them, besides that the abilities of your clan. Why is it that when i look at a flower I see how bright it is, but you only see its short life that soon to be fade...

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I stand...

I stand alone at where i shouldn't be..

I look at what I shouldn't see...

My eyes are reading over the same script, on the same stone, that has your name craved on it.

For the second time in my life i feel the salty liquid ready to ran down to my cheeks...

Ironically, I see the drops fell to the ground... Suddenly, two unique drops were at my feet.. The rain washes my face- the rain, washes away my tears...

I see the rain..Not your tears, when you cry...

I see the rain, Neji...And I remember what you had once said to me, so softly that made me suspect of what i heard..But your eyes told me the truth..Lie or not,

I see the rain too...

Okay

You liked it? Want me to continue? Want me to explain :) Get it as how you want, actually what is on my mind isn't honestly something dramatic, but I'm not sure. So please review- please tell me if there is something wrong! You can flame and all, i just want to improve my writing, that is .

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Ja!