Bella POV
If all else fails I could just work in McDonalds, I mean it's not all bad they serve food and water and who am I kidding I'm destined to be great and to settle for anything less would just be stupid. I mean it's only one essay I could always re submit if I need to right?
*Buzz Buzz*
Hey, it's me again. Feeling lonely tonight,
You wanna hang?
The sweet Edward Cullen always texting me at times when I should be doing my work, but what the hell he was hot he was in to me and honestly I'm just lucky he's into me. I wanted to say yeah come pick me up we can make out in the back of your car but I really had to do this essay. I'm only seventeen for 365 days so maybe I should make the most of it. Here I go arguing with myself again god I swear I'm crazy.
Yeah sure come pick me up x
I honestly couldn't say no. just the thought of his sweet warm lips pressing against my lips and neck slowly making his way down and stopping at the shirt line as per my request. I was only seventeen not yet ready to give away the one thing I hold sacred to me.
*Buzz Buzz*
I'm here x
I couldn't stop myself I was just too excited to see his face this summer had been hard, I mean we could see each other in school but over the summer it was hard for me to get away from Jacob and even harder for Edward to get away from Tanya she was kind of a possessive girlfriend. Climbing into the front passenger seat of his car we drove in silence to the secret meadow no one ever saw us here mainly because no one knew it even existed. We did our usual guilty sit in silence thing before one of us broke the ice.
'Hey' Edwards voice was horse like he had been crying I only now noticed the red circles around his eyes had he been crying?
'What's wrong' he looked so lost and broken.
'Bella, this is so wrong what we've been doing so wrong' was he going to end it end us before we began 'I've cheated on Tanya and you cheated on Jacob' he was going to end oh no please no make him stop god please 'but' thank you I swear I'll pray more 'it is so right, how it feels how I feel when I'm with you it's like I'm a completely different person with you, I laugh and smile more when I'm with you. When I'm with Tanya well it's just not the same all we do is fight and tonight well it was the last straw, she just wants to fight that's what she's good at so I finished with her' what! This was not happening (in a good way)
'You broke up with her?' I couldn't stop myself from smiling. I could see his eyes glimmering he had his cute half smile.
'Yeah, because….I think I've fallen in love with you' my breath got caught in my throat he had said it he said he loved me. That's when he saw my arm I wasn't the best at hiding it not from him not from Edward the very Edward that in seconds had become my Edward but I wasn't his Bella and I couldn't be his Bella not whilst I was still with Jacob. Don't get me wrong Jacob was a lovely guy but Edward has no idea what he is. Jacob and I have been together since we were fourteen I never knew anything else then the change happened. He turned into a wolf and became different.
'Edward I can't say it back not yet I mean I feel it I really do but it would be too much of a betrayal to say it whilst I'm still with him' Edward looked so shot down so broken I couldn't help but feel for him I have tried to leave Jacob I really have but every time I try to say it he grabs me tightly, he once broke my arm he grabbed me so tight. He shouts to and I get scared I can't help that. 'I want to leave him but he scares me' I whispered this. Then his lips where on mine feverish and like he was hungry my favourite taste once again then taste I had long for. He was my Edward and I would try hard to be his Bella it's what feels right. The driver side window shattered making us split apart and I had many little cuts on my arm from the shattered glass. Edward had been dragged out I came after screaming. All I could see was dark shadows.
I couldn't move I could feel ice cold hands wrapped tightly around my arms, Jacob had told me about this warned me that he was not the only supernatural in this town. I was about to be killed by a vampire, Edward may already be dead and if that was the case I would want to be dead with him because I do love him. I could hear his screams he was still here still with me and still my Edward for now. I felt the wetness of the teeth tear through my skin all I could do was scream. The last thing I remember was howling and everything went dark.
'I love you to Edward' I whispered before I lost consciousness. It felt like burning pain could I be dead was this what death felt like I it was coursing through me like poison I just wanted it to stop. I needed the pain to stop I could feel could arms around me, and mumbled shouting that seemed to get louder and louder until my eyes flicked open I could see the sun Charly would be mad with worry.
'I said don't touch her' It was Jacob he was yelling then I saw Edward he was the one holding me.
'At least I'm not hurting her' Edward had yelled back. I could see everything so vividly they both became quite and that's when I saw it the blood dried on Edwards neck and his eyes bright red and pale skin. It was terrifying he looked equally as scared to see me as I did but then he hugged me and just said 'I thought I'd lost you' it was then I realised Jacob was still here and he had witnessed the feelings we shared for one another.
'Jake, I can explain' I said but he just shook his head.
'Bella, I saved you and your little boyfriend once but I won't save you again. Be warned Sam will be around with the treaty and you will have to follow the rules or I will be forced to take action' he seemed so sad and broken, but mostly angry.
'I'm sorry'
'Sorry doesn't stop you from loving him'