A/N: Yuhooo~ this is my first attempt to make a fic. So Yoroshiku ne.. bows

Pairing: ZeroXKaname

Warning: This story contains OOC-ness, so if you don't like it you can back out. And forgive me for the mistakes that I might made.

Disclaimer: I do not own VK characters. They belong to Hino-sensei. I only own the plots and my OC, Allen & Megumi.

Here we go...

Chapter 1

They were just like a happy couple out there. They sit on the bench at the park, eating ice-cream that they had buy at Gelato Café not far away from the street. They were spooning each other sometimes to taste the other's flavour. Kaname blushed when he caught his lover gazing at him. "Hey, don't look at me like that."

His lover grinned, "why not?"

"I-It's…em..barrassing.." Kaname looked down on his ice-cream at his palm to avoid the other's eyes.

Allen chuckled "it's not, because you're beautiful. And I'm falling over you every time I look at you."

Kaname heart fluttered at his lover sayings. He's just so sweet and romantic.

Then the vision of the happy scene disappeared like an ink drops in the water. But another view appears. "I'm sorry even I know I don't deserve your forgiveness."

"Why her? She already had her chance with you before and she broke you. I'm the one who save you. You should stay with me." Kaname's voices were hoarse from suppressing the urge to burst into tears. He never let anyone see his tears because it's show his weakness.

"You are strong, Kaname. You're a pureblood vampire, you can live without me. But not her" he then hugged Kaname "I'm sorry things have turned out like this. It's okay, you'll find someone new" whispering in his ear. After a moment Allen left leaving Kaname speechless to deal with his sorrow alone.

Kaname woke up with a sobs, tears streaming down his cheek and to the pillow below his head. It's been a year since the incident happened. That kind of dream visits him every now and then. It's like his past is haunting him. Never in one day did he stop thinking about him. Never thought he loves Allen so much until he suffers from losing him.

Kaneme knows in the beginning of their relationship, they walked on a fragile line. Allen still has feeling over his ex-girlfriend. But after going out with Kaname over the time, he started to fall in love with Kaname. Confessing on one night to Kaname saying that he completely fallen for him. That was the happiest moment to Kaname since he waited long enough for Allen. Kaname had love him from the first time he saw him. After investigating a little he found out that he's already had a girlfriend. So Kaname only look at Allen from a far. Allen's happiest moment, sadness time, Kaname had always watching him. Then only half a year after Allen broke up that Kaname try to approach him. Things turned out so good when Allen accept kaname in his life.

Why did she have to come back and take his dear Allen away.

He closed his eyes for a while to clear his mind. He wiped away his remaining tears, well most of them were already dry by now. His heart ache after being disturbed by his well.. kind of bad dream. He hated this kind of feeling, it will try to ruin his mood. Not only today, the mood swing will linger for the rest of the week. He knows because he countered it before whenever the dream came to him.

He sighed. He opened up his eyes to look at the alarm clock on his nightstand. It's half past eight in the morning. He has meeting at nine o'clock. Tsk. He'll be late. Well Yuuki is there, she will try to take care of everything for him. Kaname own family business that has passed down from generations. Kaname can run their business alone but Yuuki insisted to help eventhough she has had difficulty at first. Then again Aidou the little genius among his friends was there to help Yuuki his dearest wife all the way through. They have married a couple of years ago. Kaname always felt guilty when he left Yuuki alone in Aidou hands whenever he had to go run some of business. Never thought they had fallen in love with each other in the process. He smiled in content for his precious sister and his good faithful friend.

Kaname rose up from his bed and went to his bathroom. He brushed his teeth and washed his face. He then looked up at his reflection in the mirror. He tried to smile and sighed again. His mind keeps playing the dream he had like a love story movie but without a happy ending instead.

He went downstairs and into his dining room where one of his servants is waiting for him ready to serve his breakfast. "Ohayo gozaimasu, Kuran-sama." The maid bowed her head. Kaname noded his head at the maid went passed her to his seat. She poured the coffee for his master. "Please enjoy your coffee while I go to get your breakfast" she turn towards the kitchen but stopped when Kaname called her name. "Megumi, I'll just take this coffee because I'm already late by now" Kaname stood and get going to the outside of his villa where his Limo is waiting. "hai, Kuran-sama" Kaname heard her and he knows that she bowed again without even looking at her.

Seiren stand beside the Limo where she already opened the door for Kaname. "Kaname-sama" she bowed her head. "Regarding today's meeting at nine, Yuuki-sama had already take care of it. She'll report to you about it later." Kaname slid inside the car and nodded at her. "Let's go, Seiren". "Hai, Kaname-sama." She closed the door then slid herself at the front passenger seat which separate by a wall between it.

Upon the arrival, Kaname just walked straight to his office, didn't even mind to look at people bowing their head whenever he passed by them. Seiren opened his office door for him and Kaname let himself in and walked towards his chair behind his desk. Kaname sit while Seiren fetching up the files that need his concerns and left it on his lord desk. "Kaname-sama, if you don't need anything else, I'll excuse myself" Kaname nodded. Taking it as his acknowledgement she walked out of his office. Kaname started his work right away, reading the files reports and some paper works seeing if there were any mistakes or not to his likings, if anything was okay he'll signed his approval.

It's almost lunch time when he sensed Seiren followed by his dearest sister on their way to him. He heard Seiren knocked. "Come in" Seiren opened the door, "Kaname-sama, Yuuki-sama is here to see you". "Let her in" he responded with delighted in his eyes. "Nii-sama!" she said with cheerfulness in her voice. Seeing Yuuki can enlighten him a bit. It's like her cheerfulness is soothing his silent aching heart. He was controlling his aura to never let anyone noticed how depressed and pressured he felt from this morning. Yuuki walked towards his brother, gave him a quick hug and soft kiss at his cheek. "Yuuki. Glad to see you happy like always, I guess Aidou is treating you rightly. hmm I wonder what he do to make my precious sisters this happy, too much sugary 'hmhm' huh?" he teased. "Nii-sama! Geez" she grumbled and blushed with embarrassment. "You should find someone to love if you wanna be like me" she said then realised that Kaname's face change a bit. Kaname felt like there was a needle piercing through his heart. It's not that he didn't want to love again but his heart is still hurts that he can't accept a new love now that he knows the pain. Yuuki cupped his face and caress his left cheek. "I'm sorry, I know you are still hurt but really you need to let someone else in and be in love again. I also want you to be happy." Kaname felt he wanna cry at his sister consoles but he smiled instead. "It's okay, Yuuki. I'll try."

After giving full detail reports to her nii-sama, she excused herself since it's lunch time and she had a promise with Aidou to have lunch together. "Well nii-sama I better go now, Aidou will be waiting for me." She said happily, but she still can see the sadness in Kaname's eyes. She felt guilty about the earlier and sighed, "nii-sama, do you want to join us? Aidou won't mind it because he loves you too." Kaname startled by the invitation, his mask must slipped for a moment and showed his true feeling, he thought. "Nah, it's okay Yuuki. I'll just have lunch in the cafeteria here since I have to prepare some works before this afternoon's meetings." He declined with a smile. "Nii-sama, you should go out and having fun sometimes, if not you'll be rotted by your past. Call Zero or Takuma and the others to accompany you 'cause I don't want you to be alone" she suggested, hopefully it will help to relax his only brother's mind and soul. "Hai, hai.." he assured her. "You should go by now don't want to keep Aidou waiting." By then she left hurriedly. Kaname chuckled at his sister behaviour.

He was alone in his office room. His room was quiet with a little bit of light passing through the curtains from the sun outside. Whenever he is alone his mind will start to play the usual past memories. He gets tired of it the pain is almost unbearable sometimes. He hates it but can't help himself from thinking about it. He wishes to cry at the moment but no tears escaped not because he was in his office, but it hurts a lot that he couldn't cry. He skip his lunch, he don't feel like eating right now. Then he remembered what Yuuki had said. He decided to go out later that night. He took out his mobile phone and dialled Zero's number. After two rings Zero's voice heard "Kaname, hye". "Zero" Kaname called his name gently. "Do you have free time tonight, wanna go out and have drinks?" he asked. Zero will always have free time if it was for Kaname despite his busy hunter schedules sometimes. He was just finished dealing with his mission at that time, but he was far away from the town. He'll manage it somehow. "I do, but I might be late a little since I was out of town. But I already had done the mission." He responded. "It's okay, you might be tired by now, and we'll go out some other time." Kaname heart almost sank, he really needs to go out and be with his best friend. However, Zero insisted to go out, it's been a while they haven't. And he's not too tired. He missed to see Kaname too. "Kaname, I'm fine with it. I'll see you tonight. At the usual bar, right?" Kaname was very pleased. Zero was always be there whenever he need him. "Yes, I'll be waiting then. See you."

In the past, Zero hated Kaname. A pureblood that was of the same kind of a woman who killed his parents and changed his life. He tried to kill Kaname on several occasions. But Kaname never hates him back. Instead he saved him from falling to level E. Zero was like a brother to Yuuki when Kaname in no condition to be his brother at the time. That's why he always took care of Zero like he did to Yuuki. The first time Zero received Kaname's sweet bloods, everything changed in him. Because of Kaname's kindness, never having a bad motive behind his taboo action, Zero's heart opened up and feels affection towards Kaname. The freezing cold anger in him thawed and melts into an ocean of love. Zero realised he fell in love with Kaname after many time he tasted the pureblood's nectar. But Kaname never noticed it. Since then they have become best friend along with Yuuki. A special friend to Kaname of course, because he is the only one that treat him equally and Kaname never bothers by it. While the others feels they must obliged him, Zero sometimes might protested and let his thought out never afraid to his pureblood status despite him being a D. Zero may be a level D in vampire, but the top best hunter in hunter society from the known lineage of Kiryu almost on the same level of that Kuran in vampire civilization.

That's it for now, TBC~

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