You peoples its me, XOXO Anime gurl. (Just kidding…)
So this is my first Tai x Matt story. I hope it goes well. I decided not to make It a simple one-shot or a long story either. We will see how it will end when we cross that's bridge.
Anyway, without further trouble, our story:
Is it so bad to want to have something someone else wanted?
Is it so bad to want to have this person more than anyone else?
Is it wrong, if the person that you loved was your best friend?
Is It that terrible if your heart burns whenever a word escapes his mouth?
Is it wrong to curse their lover because you know you would love them better than the other person could even dream of loving?
"Of course it is." Tai muttered.
He walked out of the classroom. He started to make his way through the seemly endless hallway. Hoping that it might calm him in a way. He was feeling especially depressed this morning, because he had figured out that for once in his life he was truly in love. Most girls (and guys) are usually happy or excited when they figure this out. This was not the case for Tai, who right now would like nothing more but to be struck died at this very moment. It just had to be him. It couldn't be some other guy. It had to be him, Matt. Of course, there was nothing really bad about this. Tai didn't care if he was made fun of for being gay. The thing that was going to be an issue was the fact that Matt was not single. In fact not only was he taken, but he was taken by Tais other friend, Sora.
"Oh man!" Tai cried. He cursed at himself and his feelings toward his blonde friend.
Of course, this wasn't the first time Tai realized that he had feelings for him. It was the time when the feelings felt the strongest. Before, he could have made his move at anytime. The two friends to have a very deep relationship. That with one push, could turn into a romantic kind. However, Tai had never even tried to make the push. Now that love had been snatched from Tai. It now had a new owner, and her name was Sora.
Almost as he had summoned them, down the hall came Matt and Sora. Sora was clinging to Matt's arm and laughing about something she say that supposed to be "funny". Tai who had never really understood girls stood dumbfounded. Matt, who didn't seem to mind her, was smiling back at her. He had one of his true smiles, the ones that you're lucky if you even look at one of them. They looked like a true couple, the kind of couple that was in their honeymoon stage. Even though they were only young adults. Sora and Matt had that kind of bliss which added grace to their relationship.
Anger rushed to Tais face. He was annoyed. How come that slut gets to have MY Matt! Tai though. Then he quickly regretted it. He liked Sora; she was one of his most trusted friends. In reality, all of the digi-kids have become really close to him. Although, out of all of them, Matt and Sora were his two favorites. Even though she had taken the one she loved. Why, why can't she find some other guy to like? Some other guy that she can play with and tell stupid stories to? Tai looked down to the ground. He knew he shouldn't be having these feelings. Both Matt and Sora were his friends and he should be supported them. Not wanting to take Sora and stab her 100 times and to rape Matt. I wonder if he would like it….
"Hey Tai what are you up to?" Sora asked.
Sora's cheerful voice broke Tai away from his normal broadcast of perverted things. Her hair looked especially pretty today. She had a bright look in her eyes. She was completely in love, this much was obvious. Everything that seemed to gleam about her, made Tai want to slap her. Envy filled his veins. No Tai, not right here not right now! Tai warned himself.
"So guys what are you guys up to?" Tai asked.
He slapped a fake smile on his face. It was killing him inside, but for his best friend and his crush, he would have to endure it.
Matt seemed to notice the dilemma that was going on with Tai. "Hey Sora can you leave us alone for a while. I think that I would like to talk to my friend Tai over here."
"Ok, Matt-kun!" Sora said as she kissed Matt on the cheek.
Oh come one! Now she's just asking for it! Come on Tai, how about one slap? Huh? I'm sure that it won't hurt her…that much… Don't you ever shut up, Tai said to the evil part of his brain.
Matt smiled. As if he was enjoying the little war that was going on with Tai. Tai had always been a bit strange to him. Even though they have had a couple fights, they were still good friends.
"Hey dude, don't kill yourself!" Matt laughed.
"Shut up!" Tai yelled defensively. He had always been the leader-ish type, which is a hard habit to break off from.
"Ok so what's eating you? Sora may not notice it, but I think your cursing her with your death glares." Matt laughed.
"Its, it nothing Matt." Tai choked out. If only you know what was REALLY going on. How I REALLY felt.
"Nothing? Or is it something? Something really big, something you want to tell me?"Matt asked. He had a strange look in his face. It seemed suggestive. As if Matt knew exactly what was going through Tais mind.
Tai started to get nervous. "I, I have nothing that I am hiding. I am telling you everything!!!" Tai started to babble. Tai began to blush furiously.
"Oh, how sad, I thought you were going to tell me that you loved me. Darn I was really hoping you would do it." Matt said. He truly looked disappointed. He was suddenly serious.
Slowly he moved his head, and cupped Tais chin.
"Matt what are you doing?" Tai asked.
"What you wanted me to do for a very long time." Matt responded.
What will our poor Tai-kun do now?
Well I'll tell you when I figure it out…
^^' Anyway, if you liked it, please review….
