It's been a while since the two of us talked
About a week since the day you walked
Knowing things would never be the same
With your empty heart and mine full of pain
So explain to me, how it came to this
Take it back to the night we kissed
It was Dublin city on a Friday night
You were vodkas and cokes, I was Guinness all night

It has been five months since I left SVU and I miss it with every fibre of my body but I can't stand to see him everyday it was killing me. I had no choice I had to leave.

We were sitting with our backs against the world
Saying things that we thought but never heard
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong
Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

I really thought he would be different, I guess I was stupid to think like that in the first place. I am destin to end up alone. I have been lied to and told "our feelings dont matter", used and completelty freaked out freaked out by how into my job some guys are. I really thought he was my mr right, god everyone said it. I dont know where we went wrong.

There was a time, that we'd stay up all night
Best friends talking 'til the daylight
Took the joys alongside the pain
With not much to lose but so much to gain

We had been partners and best friends for eleven years. We knew each other inside and out, confided in each other our hopes dreams and biggest secrets. I was his stability, he was my my world, my everything. The sound of his voice, the slightest touch reassured me everything would be ok. We were Benson and Stabler, Liv and El.

Are hearing me? Cause I don't wanna miss,
That you would drift on memory bliss
It was Grafton Street on a rainy night
I was down on one knee and you where mine for life

When he got a divorce I hoped and prayed that we would end up together, that I could finally have a really chance of being happy. Every man I dated I compared to him and none came close to measuring up. I couldn't believe it when we actually started dating, it was beyoind amazing. Every moment we spent together I cherished.

We we're thinking we would never be apart
With your name tattooed across my heart
Who would have thought it would end up like this?
Where everything we talked about is gone
And the only chance we have of moving on

Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong

For months we dated and remained partners, together we were unstopable. Our closure rate at work was higher then before and our relationship was a strong as ever. Together we attended his daughters soccer games and his sons baseball games, I loved being apart of his world. I let myself think I would finally be happy, that was the biggest mistake I have ever made.

If the clouds don't clear
Then we'll rise above it, we'll rise above it
Heavens gate is so near
Come walk with me through
Just like we used to, just like we used to

Things suddenly went from bad to worse, the relationship ended. He had gotten Kathy pregant. I would never have thought he would cheat on me. He promised he would never hurt me, guess he lied.

Lets take it back
Before it all went wrong

Before the worst, before we met
Before our hearts decide
It's time to love again
Before too late, before too long
Lets try to take it back
Before it all went wrong