I was running. No actually walking at a pace faster than lightning. He was coming faster as I went away faster. I flung my umbrella at his face at him but he won't go away. I was being drenched in icy cold rain. My feet were numb. I was trying to fabricate a plan to escape but I was in a vat of toxic waste here. He caught me by my hips and swung me toward him. All I could recall was a rag being stuffed into my face. I woke up with my head drumming a heavy metal beat. "Why do you want me?" I ask. "It's not that I want you, it is why I need you. " He gruffly answers.
"Nobody needs me." I exclaim. What is this guy talking about? I am a city girl from New York trying to make my dream come true. Yeaaaah right! I'm here to get my journal back. I'm from Florida. No, I don't go to Disney World to hug Mickey Mouse. Although occasionally it relaxes me. This guy was critically staring at me. "What? Do I look appetizing or something?" I ask sarcastically. Forget about me being a meal, HE looks delicious. Okay, I don't refer to men as food, it's just I am so hungry. I look around the tiny shack he closed me in. I see a silver knife peering at me. "Take me Jenny… I'm sooo delicious…" The knife coos. Wait... The knife does not coo! I am seriously hallucinating. I look at Mr. Delicious and look at the knife. I dash for it but he grabs me again and this time I was able to be mesmerized with his eyes…
" What? Do look delicious now?" He asks annoyingly. My cheeks blush deep vermillion. "Mo... more like like staring at at an unshaved, scratchy face. Yeah..Yeah!" I stammer. My hand throbs with deep pain. I glance at my hand and see deep red blood gushing rapdly like a sputtering volcano. "I'm I'm..." I stutter.
" Oh holy mother! Your bleeding like a heavy rain!" He exclaims. I give him an exasporated LOOK and retort, "No... Im not bleeding... Im actually trying to pump blood so we have more red food coloring for cupcake frosting!" He grins at my joke. I woozily look at him and go "OOOO..." I enter a grave state of darkness. I feel a presence of a person but unable to recollect what had happened. I was violently shivering at the cold weather that shook me head to toe.I was breathing heavier than ever as a cold current turns me frozen. I was limp and feeble in the arms that cradled me so gently. I tried to raise my hand to touch the face that so dearly nurtured me but I was immoble at that moment. I tried to mumble but it is mute to human ears. I struggle to open my eyes to see a spark of light. I fall back into my former place of darkness.
I was burning like I was out to a scorching hot weather. The climate was warmer than all the deserts combined. Frosty ice was being rubbed on my warm forehead fiercly. I was having turbulent flashbacks of the horrible times. I tossed and turned around trying to shake the memory back into the back of my head. "Please, don't go! I need you I cant!" I plead to the dark figure walking away to the msit. I still remember the bright light that sparked my eyes. The car hit him so hard he flipped and lay motionless on the cold cobblestones. " NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" I scream.
I wake up quickly, tightly clutching the arms that held me. Sweat tricked down my forhead as I come back to my senses."Water..." I gasp. "Water? I'll go get some! Wait here." I was weary as I sat there. Still recalling those stormy gray eyes. His hair was blond as pure silk. He was muscular and stronger than ever. I felt so safe in his arms. His warm lips to mine was the relief I wanted all the time. "Jenny... Water..have the water. He held my neck as I swallowed the sweet taste of water slushing down my dry throat.
"Can you kiss me? Please? I want to feel you again." I ask. "I know it's you when you held me so strong. I know those gray eyes whenver I see them. Just prove it Xavier.. jsut kiss me" I passionately ask. Hands cradle my face as the anonymous person sweeps away the strand of hair. His hands massages my cheek as he leans to kiss my cheeks. Then I feel electricity shock me inside out...
"You don't know me Jenny Hollicks." His mellow voice answers gloomily. I was shocked at the deception and stared coldly at him. "I thought you were..." I trailed off.
"Xavier?" He asks. Tears approach to my eyes at the name of that... beloved name. I felt embarrassed at the moments ahead where I held this person so strongly and kissed him back at the familiar feeling of being..safe. " I'm not him,but I knew him. Jenny, he's still alive. He called me from London." I glare at him with fire blazing in my eyes. "Stop lying!" I hiss. "I saw him die. In front of my own eyes! My own blood slaughtered him! "No, Jenny he's still very alive and he's been-" "NO! He would've asked for me, he would've NEVER leave me in this state of despair." I weep silently. "He would've wouldn't he? I don't even know you, why why shou should I belieive you? You you kissed me deceptively and I..." I became silent at the flashback of him warm lips on mine. I was holding him stronger, and I was being revibed with electricity.
Okay... so I'm not emtional anymore. No more tears and weeping. No kissing random guys I thing are my former lovers. I was furious. Mad faced and angry I was ready to stomp out of the room like a five year old. "So, let me get this straight... he he's stil AlIVE!" I holler. I pace back and forth. Why? I means wouldn't I have found out. I was left in shadows of darkness. I was desperate and depressed in such times. I told myself that he's alive. "Why.. am I so attracted to you.. and why the same for you to me?" I ask quivering at the warm hands embracing me a couple minutes ago. He pauses thinking of an appropriate answer. "Well... your hot?" He suggest humbly.
I blush in excitement. Macho man thinks I'm hot! Real World! " Doesn't mean you kiss me for 20 minutes!" I holler.
" You asked for it!" He yells back startling my guts.
"Oh xavier.. please I want to be in your arms. I want to feeeeel you again. Kiss me kiss me!" He mimicks, imitating smooching noises. Tears trickle down my cheek. His sinister face becomes so sincere. " Jenny, I'm-"
" No! Just get out of here! Actually I might as well since your not capable of moving out of your precious corner over there." I answer and shut the door hurriedly as I walk out the door. I walk with a turtle pace across the blanket of snow. My nose was redder than a shade of beet. My lips were chapped and I yearned for some Burt's and Bees lip balm. As I walk through a sleek and smooth ground, A crack swivels through the frozen ice. It cracks louder as it breaks. Next thing I know, I was plunged down in the icy could water. I was shivering, hallucinating, dreaming, and praying as I die in the water. I could already feel my eyes shutting and my body numbing completely. This is the end. I am going to die shriveled up in a pond of some sort. Then, s hsnd grabs me by my waist.I struggle to get out of his grasp. I didn't want macho man to save me. He held me tighter, since I was unable to get out of his firm hold. I was melting again. We were so going to make out like before. I don't want this! (In a way) I was shaking, shivering, and probably mumbling for warmth. Why am I such a chic? Hero comes save me, I'm weak and vulnerable. He helps me, along the way I realize...HE is THE ONE and we make out. Too bad cause we skipped a step and went straight to making out. Well in my defense, it was for warmth and body heat... something that I was lacking!