I want to eat,
To sleep,
or maybe,
To not to breath.
I'll admit I'm confused
And alone.
I'm tired of this pain,
But I don't want it to go.
I miss you,
It's true.
Never thought, I'd
hurt as much as I do.
It makes me want to sleep,
The sleep of the damned.
While Angels cry in Heaven.
Curled up in submission
waiting for a chance.
To slit my throat
or waste away.
Which will ease my pain?
Cuz, I know that
you'll just bring it back.
I want to cry,
To scream,
or maybe,
To not see
what you're doing to me.
Your my addiction,
my secret obbsesion.
Your there when I need you,
So where are you now?
My thoughts have led me down
A dark road.
And I can't see the light.
I turn to my side
Only to remember that
I'm alone.
With nothing but my
Dark Thoughts.