When Everything Falls Apart
I am in love with the ship, Seblaine and I really wanted to write a fan fiction. I have pretty poor grammar and spelling... so sorry. ._. Please review and I might write more. (Feel free to give me constructive feedback; I'm always looking for ways to improve) X
This story might go off canon story line.
Chapter One;
Blaine Anderson didn't think much of himself; he classed himself as a normal boy, nothing above the rest. He had a boyfriend, a lovely one whom he loved more than anything; He was part of an amazing Glee club, who accepted him, regardless of his faults.
Kurt was everything to Blaine; He was beautiful with his angelic voice, his gorgeous looks and his caring loving personality. When Blaine was with Kurt, he felt content, safe in a little bubble away from harm and ridicule. They had gone through so much together and were close, first love and Blaine was sure it would last, if not forever.
The only fault he had with that was Kurt never made him feel wanted; Kurt was practically scared to even kiss Blaine sometimes. It annoyed Blaine to no end, but he loved Kurt regardless of his prudish tendencies, it made him seem innocent and cute. This all changed when Blaine had met Sebastian Smythe.
Sebastian Smythe was... different. He was cocky, confident and utterly gorgeous. He had this effect on Blaine that caused his heart to beat a million times faster, his mind to go utterly blank and utterly speechless, Sebastian wanted Blaine; he made sure that Blaine knew this. The offers, the flirting, had all been turned down. This did not mean Blaine hadn't thought about it. He had, more times than he was willing to admit. Sebastian and Blaine had established a friendship, sometimes rocky due to assholeness on Sebastian's part, But Blaine forgave him, and he knew that Kurt disapproved of the friendship, but they built up trust and gradually Kurt allowed Blaine to hang out with the Warbler.
Spending time with Sebastian was more enjoyable then Blaine had thought, over time the boys had learnt more and more about each other. Sebastian allowed the walls he put up around other people to come down around Blaine, and Blaine found out secrets about the boy, ones that made him realise that Sebastian was more than just a cocky asshole who just wanted sex. He was a caring person who had feelings and trust issues, and the friendship blossomed between the two.
It was a Friday night and Blaine was laying on his bed, running his hands through his dishevelled hair as he recounted the events that afternoon. After school he had gone to the Lima Bean to meet up with Sebastian and...
Blaine sighed still trying to comprehend what had happened.
After the coffee and catching up, the two boys had walked outside to their cars. Blaine was babbling on about some project Mr. Shue had set the New Directions that week, while Sebastian was unusually quiet, staring at the ground. Blaine had frowned, shutting up and asked, "Sorry, was I babbling too much? I do that a lot...' and Sebastian had shook his head, quiet for a moment before he turned facing Blaine, and lent down placing a soft sweet kiss to his lips before he turned away, got in his car and drove off leaving Blaine, standing there with a shocked expression.
Blaine had lent back against his car, his finger tracing his lips.
He had driven home in a trance, before collapsing on his bed.
And that's where he lay now, still thinking. He had this feeling of guilt because of Kurt, even though he didn't kiss back. This feeling was overrun by the thought of kissing Sebastian back, when the boy's lips were against his, Blaine had felt something. Something he had never felt with Kurt.
That night was the first time he ever dreamt about Sebastian.