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'Thinking'/flashback

"Talking"

*Sound Effect*

The Wolf Whistle

Chapter 1

Rin lay in her bed staring at the ceiling; she listened to the rain hit the roof while she thought about her date with Kakashi that just ended. They have been dating for a while and this date was no different from the others. Rin had made a small dinner at their house, they ate together while she talked about her work at the hospital and Kakashi listened intently. The conversation led on to old memories which made Rin laugh and Kakashi smile. Kakashi didn't laugh much but those smiles were real she could tell. After they finished eating they decided to take a walk before it started raining. They walked hand in hand down the streets and ended up at a small hill outside of the busy inner city. Kakashi sat down and leaned up against a small tree, Rin sat between his legs and laid her back against his chest; Kakashi wrapped his arms around her waist and places his hands on her stomach. Rin placed her hands on his then leaned her head back into Kakashi's collar bone. They talked for a while on random things, the occasional compliment from Kakashi on how soft her hands were or how she smelled nice would be brought up and Rin would smile and blush slightly then she would snuggle into Kakashi a little bit more. They watched the grey clouds roll into the sky and block the setting sun, that's when Kakashi picked her up and said "We should get going before it starts to rain" and with that he ran back to their apartment carrying Rin while she giggled the whole way there because she didn't need to be carried but she liked it anyway. It started to mist on the way to the apartment but they got inside before it started raining hard. Kakashi set Rin down with a smile; she grabbed Kakashi's hand and led him to the couch. Kakashi started to blush while Rin started there make out session. Not even 50 seconds into their passionate kisses and there was a knock on the door. Kakashi put a finger on Rin's lips

"If we don't say anything maybe they won't think we are home" Kakashi whispered

"Ok" Rin replied with a smile and gave Kakashi a quick peck on the lips

"Kakashi it's urgent the Hokage needs to see you" The voice outside the door yelled

"Can't it wait…I am kind of busy" Kakashi turned to Rin and gave her a sweet smile

"It's for ANBU Hokage says he needs you now!" The ANBU member outside yelled

"Damn ANBU messing up my nice date" Kakashi mumbled as he got up and went to the door

Kakashi opened the door and looked at the ANBU guy with a "you got to be kidding me" look in his eyes. But just before Kakashi closed the door and left he turned to Rin

"If I'm not home till late don't wait for me to come home before you fall asleep you should get your rest anyways your hours at the Hospital are crazy" Kakashi said. He gave Rin a quick smile and closed the door.

Kakashi always said that but Rin never listened, she loved falling asleep with Kakashi. She remembered that was one of the reasons they moved in with each other, to spend more time with each other and so Rin could try to help relieve some of Kakashi's nightmares. She remembered when she proposed to him this idea

Flashback 7 months ago

Kakashi trudged through the gates of Konoha with his ANBU gear torn up and covered in blood. He didn't know where his two teammates were or if they survived. Blood oozed out of the two gashes that were across his chest, he didn't care about the pain he just wanted to sleep. He looked at his wounds a debated if he would survive the night or not if he didn't go to the Hospital. He hated the Hospital but after looking over himself it seemed like he had no choice.

It was a little past midnight and Rin was talking with Shizune at the front desk. They both had the night shift that night so they waited eagerly for something to happen while they had casual chit chat

"So Rin how are you and Kakashi?"

"Now that you mention it I really haven't seen him in a while, I hope he is ok. Ever since he joined ANBU I never see him. He is either out on a mission or… I don't know where he is if isn't on a mission, probably resting from being so worn out. I wish we could talk more, the last time I talked to him it wasn't pleasant"

"You guys got in a fight!"

"No not like that. He talked about not being able to sleep. He said that he is having vivid nightmares over and over again. Some about teammates and others about…"

"About what?"

"Others about me, dying and him not being able to save me"

"Sheesh he needs some time off. I feel bad for him you're the only one he's got"

"You think so? What about Genma and some of the other guys?"

"Ya there his guy buds but they aren't as close to him as you are Rin. You're like his last hope of staying mentally stable."

Rin didn't say anything 'I knew Kakashi and I were close but do I mean that much to him' Rin thought.

"Oh man now I really hope he is ok and I need to see him soon" Rin whimpered

"I'm sure Kakashi is fine, he made ANBU at 15 Rin there is a reason he's not Dead yet"

"What do you know it's yours truly" A weak voice said

Shizune and Rin turned around fast to see a blood covered Kakashi stumbling towards them. There were two long gashes across his chest and a little bit of blood coming out of his mouth. His breathing was a little off and he had small cuts and bruises all over his body.

"Holy shit Kakashi" Rin yelled as she ran over to him

"Dizzy" was all Kakashi could mumble until he fell to the ground unconscious

"Shizune we need a stretcher fast!"

"All ready on it" She replied while 2 male medics rushed in with a stretcher. They took him to an operation room as fast as they could and transferred him to a bed. The 4 medics were the only ones on duty at 1am so everyone was busy.

"He is losing way to much blood we need to seal up these wounds" One of the male medics yelled

"He's O- blood type there's no way he is going to make it" The other male stated

"Not if I can help it" Rin was standing with a blood transfusion machine and an IV hooked up to her vain

"You're O-?" Shizune asked

"Yeah we lucked out"

Rin hooked the IV to a vein in Kakashi's fore arm and turned on the machine. It would take 20 minutes until any of her blood actually reached Kakashi, but then worse came to worse.

"It's no use he has already lost too much blood… oh shit HES FLATLINING!" the male medic next to the monitor screamed

Shizune and Rin tried to seal up as many wounds as they could as fast as possible but it was no use he wasn't going to make it.

"NO! Kakashi! You can't die now! You were supposed to live as long as me or even longer, who's going to protect me? Who is going to listen to my confessions and feelings and actually keep it a secret!...who's…..who's going to comfort me when I cry or when I'm sick and wake up from a nightmare screaming. Who's going to be there for me now?" Rin waited for an answer "KAKASHI!" Rin jumped onto Kakashi's bed and started pumping his heart. "Please Please PLEASE!" she sobbed but it was no use.

"We did all we could do" She said as she tried comforted Rin

All Rin could do was cry, she could barely breath between sobs. She lay in the bed with Kakashi and cried into his uniform. 'This is the last time he can comfort me while I cry' she thought

*Beep Boop*

"What was that?" Rin's head shot up and she looked at the monitor

"No Fucking way!" The Male Medic stared at the monitor in shock "50 bpm...55bpm…60bpm How is this possible he was been dead for over 3 and a half minutes!"

Rin almost went into to shock, 'Am I dreaming? Did I pass out and now my mind is messing with me' she thought

"I don't care how this is possible, but I hope I'm not dreaming" Rin started to cry again but out of joy. "I knew you couldn't die I knew it!" She buried her face into his chest and cried herself to sleep.

30 minutes after Kakashi came back from the dead Shizune went to go check on Him and Rin. She opened the door and walked into the room.

"Sheesh she didn't even stop the blood transfusion" Shizune walked over to the machine and turned it off. She left the IV's inside Kakashi and Rin so she would not wake them up. She shut the lights off and took one last glance at the two shinobi sleeping together

"Awe they would be such a cute couple" Shizune whispered to herself. "Hopefully this will open things up to them"

Kakashi didn't wake up for another 32 hours, Rin never left his side she just laid with Kakashi and when she wasn't asleep she had her head on his chest memorizing his heartbeat. Kakashi woke up around 8am. He opened his eyes slowly and realized he was not alone; he looked down to see Rin peacefully sleeping with her head on his chest. Kakashi smiled then realized that his shirt was soaked at the chest, first he thought it was blood but then realized. It was tears.

"Crap what happened this time" he mumbled

Rin woke up a few minutes later and almost screamed to see that Kakashi was awake.

"Kakashi!" She screamed then started crying again "First I thought I was going to lose but then I thought you were never going to wake up, I was so scared. You had lost so much blood that I started to donate but it didn't help."

"You're O-? " Kakashi interrupted

"Yes" Rin blushed a little

"Well I am here now so it couldn't have been that bad right?"

"NO!" She yelled then glared at him for a second. But then she broke down in tears once more "Kakashi…."

"What is it Rin?"

"You were pronounced dead for over 3 minutes!"

These words hit Kakashi like a train. He died? How am I alive then, he stared down at the crying Rin. He noticed the IV in her arm which was connected to the Transfusion machine…which was connected to him. She actually did it, man things must have been a lot worse than he had thought.

"How…How am I alive?"

Rin stared at Kakashi trying to think of an answer "I don't know Kakashi I don't know"

"What do you mean you don't know?"

"You were dead and I was trying to pump your heart back to life but it was no use, and I just broke down and started crying, I could barely breathe but then out of nowhere your heart monitor came back to life and your heart rate slowly crept back up to 62bpm. I didn't know what was going on but I didn't really care either I was just happy you were alive" Rin started crying again "I was so scared for you"

Kakashi was silent, he wrapped his arms around Rin to comfort her while he thought about what to say but she started to talk again.

"Kakashi….this is extremely random and off topic but um… c-can I move in with you?"

"What?" Kakashi wasn't offended or anything just startled

"I never get to see you anymore, and I almost lost you 2 nights ago…Do you remember what the last thing I said to you was?"

Kakashi tried to remember but for the life of him he couldn't "no"

"Me either! I don't remember what the last thing you said to me was and you probably don't. What…what if you didn't make it Kakashi, what if you died and I don't even know what was the last thing I said to you, I hadn't seen you for almost a month and then I could've lost you!" Rin paused "I just want to see you more often" Rin looked up at Kakashi and smiled a weak but meaningful smile.

Kakashi was silent for a few seconds but then he finally replied "Where would you sleep?"

Rin was surprised by his answer but was happy that she got an answer "I don't care; I will sleep in a sleeping bag on your floor if I have to"

"Well that won't happen" Kakashi looked out the window trying to think of an idea "you know…."

"What?"

"I mean you kind of um slept with me for the past two nights…would it make it any different if it weren't in a hospital?" Kakashi looked at Rin with a smile

"Of course not"

Rin fell back asleep a few minutes later but Kakashi was wide awake. 'She got this devastated and we are not even lovers, if I was to die and we were in love… She probably wouldn't be able to handle it. I know I wouldn't have' Kakashi grimly thought to himself.

A week later he was finally released from the hospital, his full report stated all his injuries, He has lost over a liter of blood, he had three broken ribs one punctured his lung; he fractured his sternum in 4 different places and dislocated his shoulder. Kakashi walked into his apartment and smelled the slight scent of peaches. He smiled when Rin appeared from the hallway.

"Oh Kakashi you look so much better how do you feel?" Rin asked as she hugged him

"I feel a lot better; did you move your stuff in already?"

"Yeah… I don't have much and your apartment is bigger than mine so you probably won't even notice the difference."

Kakashi's apartment wasn't a mansion but it wasn't a dump either. It had one Bedroom one Bathroom and a kitchen that was connect to the dining/living room.

The next month was not really a big change for the two it was almost like they had lived together for years in the past. The mornings were sometimes awkward when Rin would wake up snuggled into Kakashi, She would look up at him but he would give her a smile that said he didn't mind.

One month after hospital incident

One stormy night Rin was eating her dinner alone, Kakashi was out on an ANBU mission and he was supposed to get back late tonight or early morning tomorrow. Even though she knew he was on a mission and he could probably take care of himself she was still worried. Rin cleaned up her dinner and took a shower. She changed into her night wear which was a small tank top and sweatpants. She laid down on the bed and turned her head to read the clock '10:30 and he is still not home… I hope he is here soon' she thought to herself. Rin had always had feelings for Kakashi and he acted like he didn't have any for her but he was pretty good at hiding it. Rin laid her head down on the pillow and listened to the thunder rumble and the rain pound her roof, she soon fell asleep but was woken a few hours later by the sound of the apartment door opening. Rin turned to the clock, it read 12:15. "Kakashi" She whispered and got out of bed to go greet him but the sight wasn't pretty.

Kakashi was covered in blood, but not his own. Kakashi's injuries were mostly minor but the look in his eye was horrible. There was no light going in or coming out of it, the two of them stared at each other for a minute until Kakashi spoke up.

"Rin… "

"Oh my gosh Kakashi your covered in blood are you alright?"

"It's not mine"

"The…the b-blood?"

Kakashi nodded. Rin could only gasp and cover her mouth

"So much death and almost my own in the past few days has finally taught me something" Kakashi looked Rin in the eyes and smiled "I am not going to live long, so I must die with no regrets…..I-I love you"

"What?" Rin yelped "Why all of the sudden? What happened on your mission? What happened to not wanting to feel the pain of losing someone beloved again and how you didn't want me to feel this pain?"

"Rin we shinobi don't have a long life expectancy, and for that exact reason I want to be with you more than just really good friends. Then when I die I will know that I enjoyed life and didn't miss anything" Kakashi smiled "I was so blinded by the hurt that might come that I didn't see any of the happiness and joy that would come to. I know this is all of the sudden but Rin I know you trust me and I would never lie to you."

Kakashi walked toward Rin and wrapped his arms around her; they stayed there for a few moments cherishing each other's body warmth.
"I'm sorry to ruin the moment Kakashi but…your still covered with blood and it's all over me now, let's get you cleaned up then we will talk more about this after"

"Anything for you" Kakashi whispered

Rin smiled then led him to the bathroom to clean him up.

End of Flashback

Rin turned to the clock after waking up from her day dream '11:45 that's one long mission debrief, Kakashi left almost two hours ago' She thought to herself. Rin got up and decided to get ready for bed, she changed into her nightwear which consists of one of Kakashi's old shirts which is too big for her, and black panties. The shirt draped over her waist, and slid a little bit off of one shoulder but she didn't mind. She loved wearing Kakashi's shirt his scent was tantalizing, it was mixture of vanilla and pine and it smelled so good. Kakashi's missions were never to long 1-2 weeks tops, during this time Rin would do most of the laundry including the bed sheets and towels. But when Kakashi was gone, Rin would never wash the pillow cases just so his scent would linger until he got home.

Rin got back into the bed and crawled under the covers hoping that Kakashi would be home soon, she always slept better when she was with him. Rin laid her head on the pillow and just when she shut her eyes there was a noise at the door. Rin got up and walked over to the hallway to see Kakashi trying to close the door as quietly as possible. She smiled at his thoughtfulness but when he turned around he didn't seem too happy.

"Oh hey you're up"

"Yeah I couldn't fall asleep" She bit her lip trying to figure out what was wrong with Kakashi "So what's the mission"

Kakashi wasn't happy about his mission; it was a solo mission that was extremely dangerous and pretty long. He didn't want to worry Rin with the dangerous part so he decided to tell her later.

"It's a solo mission…pretty long" He tensed up and the last part

"H-how long?"

"1-2 months" Kakashi grit his teeth. He hated being away from Rin but with the war going on ANBU was always busy. Kakashi stepped towards Rin and hugged her gently.

"Why so long?" She asked

"I don't know" He whispered

"When do you leave?"

"Tomorrow, early morning"

"Oh" she mumbled. Rin pulled Kakashi in tighter and buried her head in his chest. She never wanted this moment to end, partly because she didn't want him to leave for so long and partly because she loved moments like these. She loved Kakashi's protective frame and grip, it was her sanctuary.

Kakashi casually released one of his hands from their hug and lifted Rin's chin. She looked up into his eye as he pulled his mask down. Their lips crashed together in a love filled kiss, their tongues tickling each other. Rin moved her hands to the back of Kakashi's head and untied his forehead protector; Rin took a breath and looked at Kakashi. She looked at his scared eye, even though it wasn't his eye she could still see him in it. She grabbed one of his hands and led him back to the bedroom

"If you're going to be gone for so long you're going to need a night to remember" She blushed at the words that came out of her mouth. She closed the door behind them and went back to Kakashi, who was standing right behind her. Their lips met once more, Kakashi's tongue begging for entrance, Rin obliged letting him taste her sweet mouth. Rin's hands traveled up Kakashi's jacket until it met the zipper; she zipped it down slowly to reveal a tight shirt underneath. She pushed his jacket it off and began to lift his shirt over his head. With his shirt off she took him to the bed and laid him down, she got on top of him and laid kisses across his chest until she went back to his lips, her hands felt ever muscle on his chest and torso, such soft skin with such dense muscle just turned Rin on even more. Rin noticed Kakashi's hands reaching the end of her shirt, she broke the kiss and whispered in his ear, "Let me help you with that"

Kakashi grinned; Rin took off the shirt to reveal her small perky breast. Kakashi's eyes filled with lust, he grabbed Rin's hips and flipped her over. He ravaged her neck with kisses, making his way down to her unoccupied breast. He lapped at her erect nipple, his teeth grazing it lightly making her moan with pleasure. His other hand traveling down her body lightly leaving a trail of Goosebumps. Kakashi went back to kissing her sweet lips, his sneaky hand made it to the lining or her panties; he sneaked two fingers inside her. She moaned into his mouth with pleasure. He began to pump slowly, gradually building up speed. He could feel her body begin to tense. She came hard onto his hand, biting her lip to keep herself from screaming. Kakashi couldn't take it anymore; he had to be inside her. He fumbled with his pant zipper and button trying to undue them; Rin giggled but came to the rescue and took them off. Rin teasingly pulled down her panties slowly and laid back on the bed. He leaned in and gave her a small kiss and whispered "Are you ready?"

She looked into his eyes and nodded, knowing this was the only man she would ever love and the only man that could love her right. His first thrust was slow and deep, gently he let her adjust to him. Kakashi gradually got faster making his thrust deeper and more powerful, Rin came a second time not being able to hold it in she screamed Kakashi's name in pleasure. Hearing his name on her lips sent him tumbling off the edge. Kakashi rolled on his back breathing heavily while Rin turned over and snuggled in next to him, he wrapped his arms around her letting her head rest on his shoulder while one of her free hands traced figure eights on his chest.

"Well that was fun" she chuckled

Kakashi smiled and pulled Rin in tighter "Rin I want you to know that I don't just remember you from the sex that we have"

"Amazing sex but keep going" Rin Interrupted with a giggle

Kakashi smiled "But I remember you because I love you, I love your smile and the smell of your hair. I love the way that we trust each other with everything and how we always look out for each other. I remember you most by the way you took me out of the darkness, I'm still not as talkative as you but I'm not gloomy and depressed looking all the time like I used to and I have you too thank for that" Kakashi smiled and kissed Rin on the forehead

"Kakashi you're so sweet" Rin whispered as she snuggled into Kakashi's well-built frame

Kakashi pulled the covers over them and the two lovers fell asleep in each other's arms listening to the wolf's howl in the night.