I see what your doing
And it only makes it worse.
If you wanted to remind me,
dig that thorn a little deeper.
Than I give my congrats
because you have.
I'm in pain of the heart
and feelin a little lonely.
I'm starting to forget
the colors of the rainbow,
how to smile
and be happy.
Sounds so foreign,
It makes me want to cry.
To wallow in my pity and grief.
I'm a doll,
broken beyond repair.
I'm a dog,
kicked just once to many.
I'm a person
or so I used to think.
Because I'm turning into
nothing more than a shell.
I've lost
so much of myself,
that I just can't
be whole again.