I feel so low. We used to be best friends. Now I get an anonymous facebook status from you saying: leave me alone after I sent you a message wishing you happy birthday. You know I wasn't even planning on wishing you a happy birthday until you 'liked' one of my pictures on facebook. I thought you were being nice. But now I know the only reason you 'liked' it was to start shit with another one of my friends who 'liked' the picture. I feel like such a loser. Now everybody is going to know how much you don't like me anymore. When I did nothing to you. YOU were the one who left me out on OUR plans that we had together this summer. YOU were the one who blew me off. I did nothing wrong to you. And my attitude or actions never changed towards you. YOU were the one who moved. I stayed in my place like you should have. It was your choice to move. You gave your parents the idea. You said we'd still be friends. Best friends. But no. we don't even talk. So you know what? Fuck you. I fucking hate who you are. You're a trader. You're a liar. You're a manipulator. You're physical. You're so full of yourself, saying you can make it as the lead their school play when you cant even make it as an extra into our school play. And our school is known for the arts. You're a phony. You're a piece of white trash. You're a slut, and you try to pretend like you're not. You're a bossy, arrogant, asshole. And I'm done with you. Don't come crying to me when your 'best friend' at the moment drops you on your ass like she should. Because we both know that you like drama to much to not make that happen. I NEVER fought with you. Ever. You even told me that I'm the only person in you're whole life who you've been close with and have never fought with. A fight didn't even end our friendship. It was you being to snobby and too 'cool' to text me first. I texted you all the time. No reply. What did I even do to you? Nothing. Maybe you're boyfriend said something to you because everybody knows that I hate him. And that he hates me. You know what? I know why you dropped me. Because I have everything you want. I have other friends. THAT ARE GIRLS. You only have friends that are guys. And the only reason they are friends with you is because you flirt with every single one of them. I'm good at acting. Very successful even. I made history at our school by being the first freshman to ever snag the lead in the play. You did a movie and sure that's cool but really? It did nothing for you. and I don't have people calling me a bitch everywhere I go because I'm not a bitch to people. You get what you deserve. Oh yeah. that's another reason why you left. Because of all the people who hated you. Basically half of our grade. Most girls hated you because you were a whore. Almost all people in our grade did actually. Well except for me. Because I gave you a chance. So fine. I'll leave you alone. (and really? Was I annoying you or something? Because I know I never said anything mean. Three texts a month MAYBE? And a facebook wallpost? Yep that annoying.) and when you come back home be prepared for hell. Because you deserve it, you fucking bitch.

so basically these are my feeling twords my ex best friend...but i wanted to publish it because it like sort of kinda almost the same situation for claire and her freinds...so here it is. sorry for the AU on claires part...