Chapter One

Lets break some things

Well here I am, Leah Clearwater. All alone! I mean the only one imprint less! I swear after Black imprinted on that demon spawn- what's her name- Renes…? Oh what ever that monsters name was, after her everyone- except me of course- has imprinted on someone.

Sure there was already… Sam and Emily- wince- then Jared and Kim, and Quil and Clair, then Paul and Rachel. Yeah everyone on the Rez knows that but now everyone knows about Seth and some girl in his grade. Then there are those kids Collin and Bandy? No Brady. Well even those kids! Even EMBRY! Imprinted on some girl. Then a bunch of other kids.

I mean Embry was my last fucking hope to be bitter and lonely with. But nooo! He had to imprint too! Now I'm not just the bitter she-wolf everyone and their mom hates. I'm the IMPRINTLESS, lonely, bitchy, bitter, stupid, She-wolf named Leah Marie Clearwater that is hated by the world…

But after all that trouble I've gone through in life you'd think I'd have my happy ending… but nope. I'm still 19 and 'protecting' the rez- its not protecting if we let those stupid Cullen's roam free. Especially that Jasper freak. He gives me these weird looks

God their all so creepy! That Renes-freak totally gives me the creeps. If she weren't Jacobs imprint I would seriously do some damage- actually if they'd leave me alone with that demon for ten seconds I'd rid the world of her freakish smile!

Since Jacob is the Alpha and I'm the 'beta' so to speak, I'm left with all his work, "Leah, Nessie needs to see Her Jakey.- Leah, I need to take a nap with Nessie, so run around the rez for three hours and then around Nessie's house so I wont have to worry- Leah jump off a cliff because you aren't make your rounds right. Leah do this Leah do that!"

I wish I would just jump- it does no good. I'm not human and I swear if I were I'd be dead by now. If-

"Leah, its dinner time!" mom yelled from the kitchen. I smelled steak and fish- great fish, Charlie must be over. Now I'm not so siked to eat. I pulled my hair into a ponytail- it was getting too long- I looked like an over-grown mop dog rather than a wolf when I phased. But I couldn't bare to cut it- I had forgot how beautiful my hair had been.

A knock on my door. Two knocks, Three, four….

"What Mom!" I yelled, as I yelled I threw a pillow without looking.

"Not mom; Seth." Seth said with his hands over his face like I was a big monster… which I was. "C'mon Leah, Charlie's here and so are Billy and Jake!" He said excitedly.

"Is the thing here?" I asked while sniffing for her nastiness.

"No, the Cullen's are on a 'wolf-free vacation'. So Jake is all sad and depressed…" Seth made a face- his didn't like sad people. "But Liz is here!" He said brightly- she's a white girl in his school, the only real white one. She has red hair- can you say fire-crotch!

But if she is for Seth then that means she's not a genetic dead-end like myself…

"Whoa, Leah, what'd I say! Why are you crying?" Seth was freaking.

"I'm not crying Seth! You know I'm allergic to that cat you bought!" I yelled- yes I was crying but on my birthday Seth and the pack bought me a cat- two… but Paul ate one… and that was the cat I liked… It was a funny joke until Paul ate one but, what can I say, it's Paul. But back to my point I'm not actually allergic to cats.

"Okay, come down when you're ready…" He said in a whispered voice. Seth closed the door and I was so pissed…

I'm a worthless, piece of shit, genetic dead-end! No wonder Sam doesn't love me and loves Emily. Stupid Emily, I hate her as much as I love her- I see those scars on her face and I would have taken that twenty times just to be with Sam…

CRASH!

"I'm Alright!" I yelled after I completely broke my window with my fist, then smiled at the healed cuts, I punched my mirror with all of my might- smiling all the way. I Laughed psychotically as I flung myself through the wall into my brothers room. "Sorry Seth!" I yelled and jumped through the window of his room- the glass slinging around as I phased.

My feet patted to the ground and I barked with laughter. I could hear Seth on the phone with Sam- Since Jacob was in no position of Alphaness and me being the Beta he had to call someone at times like this. But Sam decided to stop phasing last year because their wedding in now in one week.

"-Yeah, she had another fit… should I- oh, no its okay… yeah… I know… but- okay…" after a long silence- I was circling the house to know my ambush. "Okay, I'll send Jake."

I sprinted off- no way Black was going to catch me, especially in his gloom. I barked a laugh. I felt Jacob phase.

Hey Black, how's Renes-freak? I Saw him- he was sitting and I began prancing around him.

Leah, why can't you ever say one nice damn thing about her. She is wonderful and perfect… And he kept going on and on and on!

Oh please she is a bitchy as me! You just can't see it because of the curse you call imprinting or LOVE. Yeah right! I yelped and laughed as he shook his furry skull.

Come on Leah, its dinner time. Now I order you to come with me to eat that damn steak and fish! He used the Alpha voice, the one I couldn't stand. I was being crushed by it. Suffocated. Leah, phase now and we will walk back together- I said now!

I hesitated- I didn't like being naked in front of the boys- I'd catch them thinking about it later and I'd kill me. I don't like the thought of almost every single boy on the rez to know what my body looks like.

I phased and hid behind a tree- I wasn't handing in any more images. I sat behind the tree- not wanting to get up. I was upset, I'd ruined Seth's room again! I broke my windows and mirror.

"Why do I always break things!" I screamed with tears running down my face. I pulled my knees to my chest and hit some trees close by.

Something soft fell on my face. It smelled like Renes-freak. I scrunched my nose. I pulled it away from my face. It was a dress.

"Are you going to wear it or not?" Jacob asked with anger in his voice. I smiled and pulled the gross dress on- I found a pair of her shorts with the dress. Nice.

"Hey, Jacob…?" I whispered quietly- pulling the shorts up.

"Yeah, what Leah?" He said with a scowl on his face.

"You wanna go break some things?…"