A/NI would like to make it clear that this is based on the great Stephanie Meyer's Twilight seriesI wish I owned it but I don't.
Upon the Horizon
Ch.1 New Purpose
As Edward led me into the forest I was sure he would be happy when I told him I was pregnant. I wasn't sure how it had happened . . . well I knew how it happened just not how I could get pregnant with the child of a vampire.
Edward had been unusually quiet since the Jasper incident the other day. But I knew this would make him happy. I was so excited when I read the test this morning when he was getting the car. I just needed a quiet place to tell him. I was surprised Alice hadn't seen this coming I guessed it was because there was no way we could have planned it.
"Bella we need to talk."He said when we reached the edge of the forest.
"What about?" I asked curiously because he didn't seem happy and if this was about me being pregnant he should sound excited and over whelmed with joy. Right?
"Bella we're leaving." He said flatly.
"Why are we leaving? Just wait a little longer." I said.
"My family and I have been here for too long, it is time we move on. Carlisle is already claiming thirty three." He said in a rushed explanation.
"Oh so when you say we . . ." I said as the pieces came together.
"I mean my family and myself. Bella, you and I are just too different. There is no way we can make this work. What happened with Jasper made me see that." I couldn't believe what was happening I thought we would be happy together as a family and now he was leaving me and our baby.
"Edward listen to me what happened with Jasper was an accident, it doesn't change anything. I still love you." I said try to make him see and understand so he wouldn't do this.
"Bella what happened just helped me to see what I already knew. That this was a fruitless effort at an impossible relationship. We can't work. I can finally see that . . .I will always love you in a way. But I can't keep trying to be something I'm not. I'm not human and I'm tired of trying to be. We're not right for each other. I can see that now." As he spoke I began to lose all feeling in my body. Edward Cullen, my world, my life didn't want me. He didn't love me.
I couldn't just tell him about the baby to make him stay. I wouldn't be able to have him here when he didn't want to be. I was not one of those people who have a baby to help a relationship. So I just said calmly and numbly: "Ok well if that's how you feel I won't try and make you stay." At the end, I could hear the sadness leak into my voice. It was uncontrollable. But he simply nodded and walked off into the forest.
Leaving me and my unborn baby alone to fend for ourselves. For the baby's sake, I would stay alive I wouldn't make it feel anymore loss before it was even born. I silently promised to never leave my baby alone or ever let anybody hurt it the way I had just been. I would protect it, no matter what.
As I walked back to the house, I realized just how much pain I was in and that I couldn't catch my breath. My body felt like he had taken my heart and lungs out of my body. How was I going to live without him? I needed him. He was everything to me; my life was nothing without him.
From now on my baby would be my life. I was not going to make my baby pay for what he did; it wasn't the baby's fault. Even as angry and in as much pain as I was in, I knew that if he had known about the baby he would not have left.
I also knew that if not for trying to protect my baby, I would have killed myself. The baby was my only reason to live now.
A/N Well that's chapter oneTell me what you think!! Be nice this is my first full length fanfic I really hope you liked it. My next chapter will be more of my own and less of Stepenie Meyer's. I had a lot of fun writing it. Please excuse any spelling and grammar errors I'm just not good at catching them Yes I know it was short I will write more next time promise! Please review!!!!!!!!!