I'd go Back To December :)

A/N: Hello this is my first song fic :). I'm so exited :P Please R&R :)

Disclaimer: I own iCarly Lol JK I'm not Dan. I Do Not Own iCarly :( Or the 'Back to December' or Taylor Swift.

Plot Line: Sam and Freddie dated in December but Sam broke his heart now she regrets it so she writes a song. A little song I like to call Back To December :) By the amazing Taylor Swift.

Sam POV

Okay Sam, it's now or never, c'mon Pucket you're a strong powerful girl. Whose letting nerves take over, darn nerves. Just tell him you need to speak. Why can't I tell him? Oh, I know why cause I broke his heart. We haven't spoken in weeks. Things have gone downhill since the break up. I would just go blank and won't speak, I stopped showing up for iCarly anymore, it hurt me too much. My grades were reaching B's. I would listen and do all my class work do my homework as soon as I got it then I would spend the rest of the day writing songs. But one song was always on my mind. A song I wrote about a month ago. Back To December. Suck it up Sam. You're a Puckett. Puckett's always get what they want. I slowly approached him and his dork friends

"Freddie?" I said. He looked surprised. Which is not surprising. Probably for blanking him for weeks. "Can we talk?" he paused then slightly nodded then he followed me to my locker.

"What do you want to talk about?" he asked. I missed his sweet husky voice.

"Us" the bell sounded, saved by the bell. "Meet at the fire escape five-ish" then I shuffled off to the first period.

The rest of the day seemed to go really slow. When the last bell actually sounded. I ran home and I found my mum on the couch with another guy. "Get a room" I commented then I left to my room up the stairs and grabbed my guitar and shoved it in the case. Then I walked slowly to the Bushwell. On the way I stopped off at the Groovy Smoothie. Today T-bo had some Paninis on a stick. That guy is weird. I grabbed 2 smoothies for myself and quietly slurped away. Then I carried on towards the fire escape. Once I finally reached his fire escape. The balcony was empty. But I found two chairs and set myself down. After a couple of minuets I got bored so I started going through the chords.

"Sam?" Freddie appeared from inside.

"I have lots to tell you but I don't think I can say it at the moment but I think I may be able to sing it. Singing is really important to me. I have never actually sang in front of anyone, not Carly and not even my mum" I started to strum slightly then I started singing.

"'m so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

All the time"

"Wow, Sam that was beautiful… Sam I still love you, even if you don't love me. I will always love you Forever and Always"

Sooo do ya like it, I hope sooo

Please R&R, for the children :)