Author's Note: This just came to me, I had to write it. Hope ya'll enjoy it, and I'll be able to update Best Kept Secret soon I hope. I've been trying for a few days now to no avail so we'll see what happens.

~Aracnae

Disclaimer-I don't own ay of the mentioned people, or the song. That belongs to Patsy Cline and her lovely voice :)

I fall to pieces,
Each time I see you again.
I fall to pieces.
How can I be just your friend?

I hate to see him with her, and I hate feeling like this. It's been over for a few months now but I really did love him. He says he still wants to be friends, but he flaunts her around constantly and I break down every time. Doesn't he realize what it does to me? They started out as a damn story line, and all of a sudden they're together, and I'm left alone. I try to smile and force myself to get over him, but it's so hard.

You want me to act like we've never kissed.
You want me to forget, pretend we've never met.
And I've tried and I've tried, but I haven't yet.
You walk by and I fall to pieces.

We talked about it once after we broke up. He seems to think that because he's decided he doesn't want me, that I should magically be okay with it. I'm so far from okay it's not even funny. I try to think back to a time before we were lovers, and it's been so long I really can't. I want to keep our friendship, we've been best friends since we were kids, and being ripped away from him like this hurts. I don't know if we still can be friends after this. I'm still in love with him.

I fall to pieces,
Each time someone speaks your name.
I fall to pieces.
Time only adds to the flame.

His name comes up everywhere, especially in the locker room. I can't seem to go anywhere without him popping up in conversation. It tears my heart out, but what can I do? I have to smile, hide what's going on inside just so nobody catches on. I don't want everyone in my business, but in this business, it's hard to keep things private. I guess they all know, but they won't say it. I don't know what to do with myself anymore.

You tell me to find someone else to love,
Someone who'll love me too, the way you used to do.
But each time I go out with someone new,
You walk by and I fall to pieces.

He told me to find someone new, and I've tried but I just haven't been able to let go yet. I'm walking back to the locker room from my match and as I turn the corner, I run into them.

"Cody, hey." He says, running a hand through his hair.

"Hey Ted. Maryse." I say softly. My stomach's doing back flips and my heart's beating really fast. I'm surprised they can't hear it.

Maryse walks closer to Ted and kisses him on the cheek. "Come on Teddy, we have to go." She smirks at me.

"Alright Princess. I'll uh…see ya around Codes."

"Yeah…"

They walk away and I'm left heartbroken with tears running down my face. I make my way back to the locker room, gathering my things and fleeing the arena. I can't go on like this anymore.

You walk by and I fall to pieces.