A/N: Takes place after "Fault". By the way...did you all see that kiss?!?!?!?!? Dani and Elliot sucking face!!!!! Seriously a WTF!!! moment. I was sooooooooo ticked off at them so I wrote this to fill my void. Enjoy!!!!!!!! R&R!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We used to be so close, now we are far apart
Remembering all of this just breaks my heart
When you were there and I was distraught
Now you are a ghost, a human you are not
A knife to my throat, a gun to your head
Would become so broken if the other was dead
A flower on the grave of the deceased one would soon wilt
While the one who lived would carry a huge weight of guilt
Going out of our minds when the other went down
It's like the queen of fate just handed us her crown
When you looked up, I shed more than a tear
You saw another side of me, that being fear
Since you told me we cared too much and we couldn't be together
It hurt to think the "Dynamic Duo" wouldn't be forever
It made me feel so lost, unwanted, alone, and torn
You were my rose and you made me bleed with your thorns
We both lost ourselves along the line
But we took the risk of a race against time
Neither of us saying anything we would regret
I realize now we've said nothing yet
I thought it over, day by day, night by night
No longer being with you, it didn't seem right
Losing to our demons hurt us even more
Caring for each other too much was taking away what we stood for
I couldn't face the music, I know it was wrong
Without you, I'm notes and with you, I'm a song
You are the only sense of stability in my life
Through hell and high water, through struggle and strive
I couldn't deal with pain of hurting you anymore
I was too scared to say anything, too scared to settle the score
My fear for you was building up higher every day
Considered everything to have you by my side but I couldn't have my way
I did what I had to do, I thought it would be best
This recent moment in time put our relationship to the test
With us being no more, to you, might be strange
But being together for so long, we needed this change
For everything horrible I said or did, I'm sorry
I'll still be here for you, don't worry
Yes I will be here for you, just in a different place
And I will miss you and seeing your face
Just telling you this one last thing made me think
But you finding out differently would make your heart sink
When you hear this, you might think this is not true
It is, my best friend, I have to say this…I love you
What did you think? Be nice...its my first story...