I just want to start this by saying that this is my first fan fiction and that I'm still only in high school so try to keep an open mind and please review this and give me some tips on how to do better. (Trust me I know that I'll need the advice)

Summary: Bella and Edward have been becoming distant lately, so what happens when Jake come over and confesses his love to Bella. (My version of how Jake tells Bella he loves her but with a different outcome.)

BPOV

Wait, what just happened? Here I lay on my bed after what a dreamless sleep which, believe me is weird for me. I realize that I'm alone and although before that upset me I was getting used to sleeping on my own. After we came back from Italy I remember that there wasn't one night that I could stand not being with Edward, but everything seems to be changing. For quite some time now Edward hadn't been over to help me fall asleep or had been here when I woke up and I was strangely okay with that.

For the past couple of weeks now Edward had slowly been backing away from me and we had been spending less time together. Yet for some reason I was okay with it and I didn't feel as though I missed him or needed him there to hold me together. I guess I'm playing it off as me finally becoming less dependent on him.

I headed downstairs still in my pajamas (which consist of a ratty t-shirt and boy shorts) to make myself some breakfast. When I enter the kitchen there on the table is a note from Charlie saying that he went fishing, it's Sunday which meant he'd be gone all day.

As I begin to look through the fridge to see what I would make myself there was a knock on the door. That's weird, I hadn't been expecting anyone and Charlie was out.

As I opened the door I saw Jacob there and instantly he smiled my smile. I couldn't help but smile back. I hadn't seen him in forever and I when I saw him I realized how much I had actually missed him.

"Hey Bells" he said. I hadn't seen him since after I had come back from Italy and he had gotten me in trouble, but I always worried about him because I knew how he felt about me and I didn't like hurting him. He had been my sun when Edward was away and now I still don't know how I see myself with him.

I was brought out of my mental rant went I look up and saw Jacob look awkwardly around because I hadn't answered him yet.

"Well aren't you gonna invite me in".

"Of course sorry Jacob, it's just that I'm just a little shocked to see you here"

"Well by the looks of your clothes I can tell you weren't expecting anyone". By this time he had walked in and we were now sitting on the couch in living room facing each other. I looked down at my clothes and instantly blushed when I realized what I was wearing.

"Hey don't be embarrassed I don't mind" he said while smiling and wiggling his eye brows.

Of course this only made me blush even more and then I smacked him playfully on the chest.

"HEY, is that the kind of welcome I get for coming to visit you". He said while rubbing his chest and giving me his puppy dog eyes.

"Sorry Jake, you brought that one on yourself not me"

"Fine whatever it's my fault, I'm just so glad to see you". All of sudden he picked me up and placed my in his lap while embracing me in one of his breath taking hugs.

He finally loosened hold on me, but never took his arms off of me or me off his lap.

In reality I didn't mind though because this was what it was like when Edward had left me; Jake and I had become close and he was like my own personal sun. I couldn't help but smile at him and he smiled back. Our faces where now just inches away and we were gazing into each other's eyes and I could see the love in his eyes and also the determination in them.

Without warning he pulled me even closer to him and rested his forehead on mine. He closed his eyes for a brief moment before opening them and once again looking in my eyes and saying "I love you Isabella Swan and I want you to choose me instead of him".

The next thing I knew his lips were on mine and I couldn't describe the feeling of his warm lips on mine, it was such a different sensation with the warmer temperature and softer skin. I knew however that I was with Edward but I didn't fight his kiss and before I knew it I was moving my lips with his. Our lips seemed to fit perfectly and molded to one another's mouths. And then I felt his tongue trace my lips and I moaned lightly at the feeling. He then tugged on my lips with his teeth and understood what he meant and allowed him access to my mouth.

As I opened my mouth I felt his tongue enter my mouth and we both moaned from the contact. I couldn't believe I was doing this to think that this morning I had been dreaming about almost having sex with Edward and now I was making out with Jake, could my life get any more complicated?

As I was mentally ranting in my head Jake had placed his hand on the back of my neck and my lower back and had shifted me in his lap so that now I was straddling him. My hands somehow found their way to his hair and started gripping it while our tongues fought each other for dominance.

We finally pulled back, gasping for breath and when I looked at him I realized he was waiting for a response from me to what he had said earlier before we attacked each other mouths.

I thought about what he had said, "Bella, I love you and I want you to choose me instead of him" as I thought about his words and what I felt when we kissed each other I realized that I loved him too.

I looked into his eyes that held a hopeful expression and said "Jake I think that I love you too".

Then the biggest smile broke out across Jake's face and he lifted both him and me off of the couch and started to hug me and spin me around.

I couldn't help but laugh at his actions and smile because of the joy he had.

Then I suddenly remembered about my vampire boyfriend and said "Jake I think we need to talk about this"

He put me down and looked down at me with a confused expression.

"But what's there to talk about you said you loved me too" he said.

"I know what I said and what I feel and although I do love you and want to be with you we have to remember that technically I'm still going out with Edward".

"Well if you're worried about that that blood sucker I can break it to him easily if you want" he said with a smug expression. I smacked his arm and said "Jake I owe him more than that, I have to tell him face to face"

"But what if he gets mad and hurts you or doesn't let you get away and come back to me" he said with no smugness left in his expression but instead it was replaced with worry. I reached up and put my hand on his cheek and he leaned in to it and closed his eyes.

"Jake you know he'd never hurt me, but I need to do this, so you should go back to La Push and I'll got meet you there once I'm done"

"Do you have any idea how stressed I'm gonna be just waiting for you there" he opened his eyes and looked at me with deep longing in them.

"Jake don't worry once I finish this we'll be together I promise, okay?"

"fine I just hope you know what you're doing"

"I do now leave so I can get ready and get to you quicker" I said stepping away from him.

"Okay, I'm leaving" he said as he headed to the door, then he turned around and headed back to me saying "but this I need for the road" and with that he lifted me up and kissed me so much passion that my the by time he put me back down my head was spinning slightly.

He looked at me with a satisfied expression and finally left out the door leaving me wanting more of him. Then I remembered what I had to do and headed upstairs to get changed.

I headed into the kitchen and dialed the familiar number suddenly very nervous. The phone rung for one ring before he picked up the phone. He didn't say anything but I knew he was there.

"Edward can you come over, we need to talk".

~End~

Okay so I know that everything happened very suddenly and that Bella seems as though she easily moving from one guy to the next but please review and help me out. Also I'm wondering if anyone can come up with a good back story to how the Bella got to this point. So writing a short story of them after Italy and how they began distancing themselves. Again thanks for reading and go easy cause I know its kinda bad but hey it's my 1st fanfic.