Eichi: Mihana, You're my true love... MUACKZ!
MiHana: I love you too!
Syaoran; Heys, I thought that I was your true love?
Eichi: Nope... She is mine!
(Syaoran & Eichi gets into a fight)
MiHana: This story is a letter to Eichi from Mitsuki... Set 10 years after the series... There is Myself lyrics in it but you can ignore that if you like. MxE with hints of MxT... Based on the anime as I am not familiar with the manga yet...
Mitsuki: Yups... She doesn't own Full Moon wo Sagashite. However, she hopes to get the rights to Syaoran and Eichi for her birthday this year.
MiHana: On with the story!
(Syaoran and Eichi still fighting in the background)
Dear Eichi:
It has been 10 years since I found out that you have died… 10 years right to the day… In your letter, you said that you would never want me to forget you… how could I ever forget you? You were my first love. No one can replace the special place in my heart. The space reserved for you.
Now, 10 years later, I wonder what you are doing right now. I know you are in heaven waiting for me. But I am sorry to disappoint you. I won't be going for another few decades at least. I am now 22 years of age and engaged to Takuto. I may have given you my first love but my true love lies with him.
Don't cry… That is what you told me on the day we met for the last time. Now I am telling you that…Don't cry for me because I promise, I will always love you. I am contradicting myself. I love you, but I love him too…
These 10 years of my life have been hard work. I have been establishing myself as a singer and now my fame has spread around the world. I am the number one pop idol now, both as a solo artiste and as a singer in the band Takuto and I formed. I have fulfilled my promise to you and I am sure you have too; as I guess heaven is closer andhas a better view of the stars and moon…
I wonder what would have happened if you have not died… Will we be living together, married? Or would I still be with Takuto… What if you never went away in the first place? All these thoughts circle my head during sleepless nights… All these what ifs…
Sometimes in my dreams you appear… Now grown up and so… KAWAII! In my next concert, I will dedicate a song to you, my first song, Myself… Takuto might have Love Chronicle but this song belongs to you alone. I have not sung it for sometime but I will always remember the lyrics.
doushite doushite suki nan darou
konna ni namida afureteru
Why, oh why do I love you so much?
My tears overflow this much
ano koro ha ushinau mono ga oosukite nani mo utaenakatta
sukoshi hanareta basho soko ga watashi no ibasho datta
Back in that time, there was so much to lose that I couldn't sing
anything
A place just a little ways away--That was where I was
kimi no hitomi no oku ni ano hi samishisa wo mitsuketa
futari niteru no kana?
kitsukeba itsu mo tonari ni ite kureta
That day, deep in your eyes, I saw the loneliness
Are the two of us really alike?
If I'd realized it, you were always by my side
doushite konna ni suki nan darou
kimi no koe kanshii hodo hibiiteru yo
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
tooku hanarete wakatta yo
Why do I love you so much?
Your voice rings inside me so much it makes me sad
Just what it was that supported me so much
From afar, I realize it now
nakinagara sagashi tsuduketa maigo no kodomo no you ni
kedo soko ni ha eien nante aru wake nakute
Like a lost child, crying and searching
But there was no such thing as forever
"dare ni mo shinjinakereba iin da yo" tsubuyaita ne
futari niteru no kana?
ano toki kimi wo mamoru to kimeta no ni
"It's okay if you don't believe in anyone" you whispered
Were the two of us really alike?
And I decided then I would protect you
doushite konna ni suki nan darou
toosugite chikasugite todokanai yo
"wasureyou" tte omoeba omou hodo
kimi ga ookiku natteku yo
Why can't I turn them to memories
You're too far, too near for me to reach
The more I tell myself "I will forget"
The larger you loom in my thoughts
doushite konna ni suki nan darou
kimi no koe kanshii hodo hibiiteru yo
ima made nani ga sasae datta ka
tooku hanarete wakatta yo
Why do I love you so much?
Your voice rings (inside me) so much it makes me sad
Just what it was that supported me so much
I realize it now from afar
doushite konna ni suki nan darou
kantan sugite kotae ni naranai
Why do I love you so much?
It's so easy I just can't answer
Now, I lay it down on top of your grave, buried in the snow.
Your Only Love,
Mitsuki (Full Moon)