Chapter one: Entry one.
I'm still not sure about this but here I go.
Hi I'm Ray and I work in Rooster teeth and am a proud member of a group known as Achievement hunter.
It's a lot of fun to be honest and there is usually something going on there which makes every day special.
Though if I'm to be honest there is another thing that's special at work... There may or may not be a little someone special there as well...
He's absolutely handsome, his eyes are really beautiful and his winning smile just makes my heart skip a beat. He has a wonderful personality and he cares so much about those close to him like me. He's a magnificent sight to behold that I often have to force myself to turn away before I got caught staring. He's also smart and cunning as he uses them in ways that are just so damn hot.
I'm afraid to admit my feelings to him just in case it completely ruins our friendship and I really don't want that. I want to never lose what we have going on between us ever.
He makes me happy and I love him for it.
For now I'll only be confessing this to this journal here because I only started this to get my thoughts out by writing them down.
I guess I'm hoping that this will help me get my thoughts together or something I'm not actually sure.
Anyways who this person is you might be wondering... If you could talk and think... Well... I guess I could tell you... I doubt anyone's going to find this.
The answer is my coworker Ryan. His fully name is Ryan Haywood.
He's amazing in so many ways and he swirls around in my thoughts so much that it's sometimes hard to concentrate on something.
I wonder if he likes me back. I'm not sure as he can be good at hiding his emotions when he wants to. I'm not even sure about telling him about my feelings. I wish I knew what to do then maybe I would be able to actually get somewhere.
... Maybe I'll just move away from that topic for now and figure it out later...
Tomorrow we are doing crime Lord in GTA V. I think it'll be interesting since Ryan is the lead in this. Plus knowing my other coworkers this will be an interesting ride.
After filming that I have to do some voice acting for X-ray and Vav. So I probably won't see Ryan for a bit but it's work plus I'll see him after I'm sure. I think that the X-ray and Vav show is a neat idea since I get to portray a hero so it is fun sometimes. I like some of the lines that they come up with and I won't be fully sure what lines I'll get this time but they should be good lines.
Well that's probably all that I'm going to put in here for now.
Got some halo to play as I try to relax now that I'm home off of work.
Maybe I might do this again when I remember or have the time. It was nice to get some thoughts out.
Well until next time then.