Kim POV
I sat alone in my room, trying to concentrate at the words in the page of the book in my lap. I read, re-read, and tried again, but they just didn't stay in my head.
I had school in about an hour. I hated everything about that goddamned place. It was filled with bullies, teachers who didn't give a shit, and bitches who wouldn't leave me alone.
I had done nothing to deserve the hate they gave me. I rarely talked to anyone. I guess that it was Lauren that caused most of this.
*flashback*
I sat in the middle of Lauren's pink room, her throwing clothes everywhere. My best friend couldn't decide on what to wear to the first day back to school after summer.
"Just wear something you normally would." I laughed at the though of Lauren wearing a dress. it was about 40 degrees on a good day here.
"Kimmy, this is the first day back to the school where everything will change. We're not going to be the shy, quiet girls we were. We're gonna be at the top of the food chain."
*end flashback*
She was right, things did change. Just not for me. Lauren quickly figured out you had to leave a path of destruction on your way to the top. She knew everything about me, so she used it to her advantage. She told everyone, my most private secrets were open for the world to hear about. She told everyone about my crush on one of the most popular people in school, Jared Cameron.
And just like that, she became one of the most popular and lusted after girls in school.
And I was left alone. I became depressed, and one night, I cut. I never stopped. And one day, if I cut too deep, I just won't care.