A/N: I started writing this for my best friend Macy, and it became sad somehow. I guess that's why most people call me miniMoff.
This is just a short one-shot set post-Doomsday in the Doctor's POV. Warning it is likely to cause feels because it gave me feels when I was writing it.
Hope you enjoy! Of course it is sad so it might not be joy you feel.
Disclaimer: I don't own Doctor Who
I'd Give Up Forever to Touch You
I regret never telling you. It's one thing I wish I would be able to do. I'll never be able to tell you now, trapped in a parallel universe.
It's my fault I never told you. All those chances I had to tell you and never took them. I know that you knew I did, and I know you felt the same. I still never told you. I'd give anything to be able to tell you. Those three words would have made a difference that day, the day I lost you.
When I lost you I thought I would never be able to do anything again. Without you by my side I'm nothing. You made me better. Able to withstand everything I did. Able to live with what I did and not let it get to me. You made me who I am.
You made me who I am, and that's why I regret never telling you. You've needed to hear those words, three simple and complicated words, for so long now. I was scared what you might do when I said them even though I know you feel the same. I'm just a coward. A coward too scared to admit how he feels.
Now I can never tell you I love you.
