See the World through My Eyes

Just a little songfic that I wrote after listening to 'run wolf warrior' on the wolf's rain soundtrack. Also my first song-fic so no flamers please!!

Disclaimers: I don't own wolf's rain's characters or the song but I do own this poem so don't fucking sue me!!!!!!!

This is an apology to everyone I know. I sort of act like tsume, because I hide my true feelings underneath my hard shell. I am mean a lot and always insulting people. The people I mean to see this wont but I needed a way to express my bent up emotions.

Run wolf warrior, to ends eternal

I'm sorry. I didn't mean those harsh words.

You know I have anger issues.

Please don't leave me.

I thought I could go it alone.

But I can't. I realize that.

Scent of silence under starlight spinning

A captured beast within a human skin.

I know that I'm hiding from everyone I love.

I can't deal with the pain inside.

But someone once told me to keep on dreaming.

I think I might have stopped awhile back.

I'm hiding from you in this form.

A captured soul and a restless spirit.

Once not too long ago, someone I loved crushed me.

Are you searching for long lost landscapes?

Lit by flowers and crystal cascades.

I search in pursuit for a 'paradise' that doesn't exist.

Where I am now. But don't worry,

I'm not going anywhere.

Howl, O hunter though few know youre crying

Face uptured into that midnight moon.

I may try to hide it but its there.

At night sometimes on a full moon I go and stare.

Letting the moon wash away my fears.

No, I am not scared of anything,

I just wish the pain would stop.

Someone stabs my heart over and over.

Unrelentless.

Run wolf warrior to hide your hunger,

The rain will wash away the pains of the day.

In your eyes there are cold fires burning.

Some people say your eyes are the window to your soul.

When people look in my eyes they see a desolate wasteland.

I dare you to look in my eyes.

Are you running from mans delusion, majestic madness

And your exclusion.

Am I to be damned to the depths of hell.

In pursuit of this 'paradise'

I told you before I wanted to be alone.

Tsume told me I couldn't and helped me along.

I know he is only an anime character, but he helped me see.

Things more clearly.

Some call me obsessed. Over this character.

But I will search because I know hes out there....

Once again I am truly sorry. THE END.

To me paradise means many things but I have always understood that to reach paradise you must give up everything. To me 'paradise' is many things. But I will still go good or bad.

Sorry for the heavy stuff but I need to straighten out my emotions. So I decided to write a poem/song fic. To tell people it could get better or it could get worse. Either way you look at it.