Playing around with different styles of writing while I get back into the saddle. Not the biggest fan of using this method personally, but tried it out nonetheless. Enjoy!
Fri Apr 1st
[Me]12:04 AM: Hey Di… You still awake?
[Diana]12:07 AM: Always. What's up, Sunshine?
[Me]12:08 AM: I have something that I need to tell you…
[Diana]12:11 AM: Sure, fire away
[Diana]12:27 AM: Leona?
[Diana]12:43 AM: Okay… You're starting to freak me out. Is everything okay?
[Me]12:49 AM: I've been hiding something from you for a really long time. Since well, if I'm totally honest, right after we started sitting next to each other in Psych… And it only snowballed as soon as you started talking to me. Now we're best friends and I have this huge secret and god, Di, you change in front of me and I've never once told you and I'm so shitty. I can't believe that I'm actually telling you this. I swear I never meant for it to go this far. I'm like actually freaking out. Hah. Me. The "Radiant Dawn". Afraid of nothing. Well turns out I'm scared of SOMETHING… But I can't hide this anymore… Not from you. The truth is, well, I have feelings for you, Diana. And I have for so long. And look, I don't expect you to feel the same way. Hell, I'd even understand if you don't want to talk to me anymore because of this. I just. I couldn't keep hiding it from you
[Diana]12:50 AM: Oh
[Me]12:58 AM: Ahahah April Fools! Gotcha ;) Heh Heh…
[Diana]:12:58 AM: Leo are you serious? You mean… I've been holding back and hiding my feelings for you all this time out of fear and it turns out you've been doing the same? God… There's a reason I started sitting by you in that hell hole of a class last year. You were the one good thing about having to show up that early. The sun to my mornings. You practically radiated light. I started sitting by you when I finally built the courage to talk to you. And then we became friends and I was scared of ruining things. I can't believe that you've felt this way the whole time. You don't know how happy it makes me to read those words
[Diana]12:58 AM: What the actual fuck?
[Me]1:00 AM: Wait what
[Me]1:07 AM: Shit Diana I'm so sorry
[Me]1:13 AM: Please answer your phone
[Me]1:15 AM: Diana please
[Me]1:36 AM: Fuck please call me back, or at least listen to my voicemails
[Me]1:42 AM: I fucked up. Diana I know you're probably really upset with me right now, honestly I'm upset with me too. I shouldn't have made that joke. Truthfully, I only said that because I got scared when you didn't reply. I didn't mean it, I promise you. I really do have feelings for you… And the fact that its (was? :/) mutual fills me with so much joy… except for the fact that I probably just ruined any chance I had at getting to be with you. I'm so sorry. I
[Me]1:43 AM: Really fucked up, didn't I?
[Diana]3:36 AM: I just got home. I went out for a walk to try to process the hurt. Left my phone here because you're the last person I wanted to talk to. Six texts, twelve calls and three voicemails is what I came back to. I can't believe how pathetic you sound in the latter.
[Diana]3:37 AM: Sigh
[Diana]3:39 AM: I forgive you. You got scared, I get it. I would have too, to be honest. You owe me, though. I'm thinking the only way to fix this mess is to take me out to dinner and a movie. I'll make reservations. Be sure to come pick me up by 8 tomorrow night. Oh and you know what chocolates are my favorite ;)
[Diana]3:57 AM: Goodnight, my sun