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"I love you" I whispered against his neck.

"I love you more." He whispered back, and we did love each other, very much, after all we've been through…

But it wasn't easy to get here, the first time after the revolution I was just depressed. I didn't eat, I didn't talk to people, I didn't go out of the house, I just lay on my bed, staring in to the wall doing nothing, Greasy Sae came to me, and she made me eat a little, so I would survive, and she cleaned in my house and so on. But after a while Peeta started to come over to me. He started talking to me even though I never answered, but at last I started talking to him, and then I realized that I really, really needed him, I had no one left, mother lives in district 4, and we haven't spoken since we were in 13, Gale lives in 2 and I don't talk to him either, Prim is dead, Finnick is dead, Cinna is dead… It could be a long list. Of course I have Haymitch too, but it's Haymitch… We don't talk too much. I miss a lot of people, but Peeta always reminds me that they wouldn't want me to be unhappy, so I keep my mood up for them.

I heard that Peeta fell asleep, because his breathing became heavier, I closed my eyes and soon I fell into sleep, even if I knew I would wake up a few hours later from nightmares, Peeta had nightmares too, but he didn't kick and scream like I did, he just mumbled and then he woke up.

I walked around in the forest, suddenly I heard how Prim screamed. I started running to her but it was hard to find her, I ran and ran but I couldn't find her, when I was starting to give up I saw her, she sat at the ground with a huge hole in her side where the blood streamed out. I ran to her side and sat down beside her, she took my hands and whispered:

"I love you Katniss" I started crying.

"I love you too Prim, don't leave me!" Then I heard a voice, I turned around and Snow stood there, he laughed.

"You won't be able to save your little sister, you killed her, you knew she was dead, that everyone you love where dead already when you took those berries in your hand." He said and looked a little more serious now.

"No! No… I didn't…" My voice trailed off. I got up and started running towards Snow, he wouldn't come away with this, I screamed and kicked and hit him and I went crazy, but he just stood there laughing, staring at Prim, and when I turned around, she was dead.

"Shh… Katniss, it's okay, it's okay, not real, it was not real, it was just a dream…" Peeta said to me while the tears were running down my face, then the sobbings started, I cried for a couple of minutes in Peetas embrace and then I took a deep breath and looked up in to his beautiful, blue eyes.

"Do you want to talk about it?" he asked with a soft voice.

"Snow killed Prim" I whispered. And there came a few more tears, Peeta dried them off fast.

"That would never happen in real." He says. "Because Snow is dead, he hurt so much people, but he is gone now…" he said, and he was right, Snow did hurt a lot of people, Peeta should know that, after the hijacking. He still sometimes get an episode, he gets reminded of all that snow said, then he isn't my Peeta, he turns into Capitol Peeta who hates me, when he has an episode he tries to hurt me, and tries to kill me, most of the time I run to the bathroom and lock myself in there until he calms down. Snow was a bad person, but now he is dead, and he will never hurt anyone anymore. But for Prim it's too late, the problem about that is that it wasn't Snow who killed her, it was Beetee and Gale, or in real it was Coin, but Coin is dead too.

"I know…" I mumbled against his chest. I hugged him and then checked what time it was, it was just 3 am so we had to sleep a little more.

"We need to try to get some more sleep." I said.

"Yeah, Goodnight." He said and lay down, I lay down next to him and he put an arm around me and kissed me on my neck.

The next morning when I woke up I heard that Peeta was still asleep, he usually woke up before me but when I threw an eye on what time it was, it was just 8 am, and he opened the bakery first at twelve today, because it was Thursday. I turned around and looked at him, he looked so peaceful when he was sleeping, he looked at least five years younger and like he would have no problems at all in life. But I knew hadn't had it easy, all of his family was gone, all of his friends from before the revolution except from Delly Cartwright. They had been like brother and sister since they were kids, and they were still best friends. But he was still better than me, because he wasn't as angry and depressed like I was, he really tried to be happy. And I was happy too, most of the time, when I was with him, but when I was alone, I wasn't at all an as nice person as when he was around.

I saw how his eyes where moving under his eyelids, and how he started to wake up, then he opened his eyes and looked straight at me. He blinked twice and then he smiled. I smiled back at him.

"Good morning beautiful." He said.

"Good morning." I answered and gave him a little kiss." When do you have to leave today" I asked.

"A little past eleven, I think." He said. "Why?"

"Because I miss you when you are gone…" I say and look at his forehead.

"Come with me to the bakery today." He said and sounded really happy. I had been with him to the bakery a couple times, and I loved to be with him, but there was one problem, there was this bitch, Julie, she was dark skinned and long dark hair, and quite beautiful actually, and she always came in to the bakery to buy bread, and she always tried to get Peeta… Everyone knew that Peeta was mine, but I don't know if she is stupid or what the problem is, when she comes there, she blinks and smiles toward him, and it's totally unacceptable. I'm usually not jealous, or maybe a little, but she is really the closest to dead that anyone in district 12 had been now for a while.

"So…? Will you come with me?" he asked, and he looked like a kid who was waiting to get to open his presents at Christmas.

"Of course I will." I said because he looked so happy.

A few hours later we went to the bakery, hand in hand we walked towards the town. When we came to the bakery we went in and said hello to the people who worked there with Peeta, I sat down at a chair and saw how Peeta got to work, when he started baking, he became so focused, it was very fascinating just sitting there watching he when he worked. After a while he got some costumers and I saw how he went out to the shop-part of the bakery to talk to them. After a few minutes he was back. I saw at the look in his face that he loved this, that he loved the bakery and to work here.
About 30 minutes later, Jenna, one of the short, blonde women who were working in the bakery and asked me if I wanted to sit down with her when she had a brake.

"Yes, it would be nice to talk to someone…" I said.

"I will just go buy something small to eat first." She said.

"Eh… Can I come with you? It kinda gives me something to do." I said

"Of course!" she said and smiled. We went to the front door and when we came out to the shop-part I saw that Peeta had another costumer, Julie. He was talking to her and she was flirting like crazy. I just got so mad! I had to do something, no one would touch my Peeta! I went to him and pecked him on his lips, he almost looked surprised and I saw how Julie got angry and looked away, I smiled a little.

"I'm going out for a few minutes with Jenna." I said.

"Okay." He said and smiled, "Don't be gone too long…" he continued.

"We'll just buy something to eat." I said, and pecked him again, and then we left.

Jenna was really nice, she was understanding, and we talked a lot in just a half hour while she was eating.

"You and Peeta are perfect for each other!" she smiled and looked into my eyes. I didn't really know what to answer.

"I see the way he looks at you, how he talks about you when you're out hunting, or just at home and he is here. He loves you, more than anything." She said.

"He is wonderful." I answered quietly. I wasn't really good at showing emotions, but I knew she was right.

"But you aren't the only person who thinks that, you know Julie?" she asks.

"Yes, but that bitch will die if she touches my Peeta!" I said with a little smile.

"Haha, you don't really have to kill her, and I don't think Peeta would ever let anyone between you and him…"

"No, and neither would I."

"Well, now I have to keep working, I don't think Peeta would like it very much if I just sat here with you all day…" She said with a little laugh.

"Yes of course." I said and smiled when she got back to work.

The rest of the afternoon I just sat and watched Peeta baking and talking to costumers. Sometimes he looked at me, and came and gave me a kiss. But he was very into the baking. When he closed the bakery at the evening we walked home. When we came to my house we went in, and then we did nothing. Peeta made dinner, and we ate, then I made the dishes, and then we just watched TV. I was thinking, the next morning I would go out hunting, then at my way home would go to visit Peeta at the bakery, but then? Then I maybe would see if Delly wanted to do something. She was really nice, and since she was such a good friend to Peeta, I should learn to know her better. I glanced over to Peeta and saw that he was really into thoughts. I carefully pecked him on his jaw. He looked at me and smiled, and then he kissed me on my lips. It was a very passionate kiss, and I went closer to him. He putted his arms around me and my hand tangled in to his hair.

After a while we both had to breath, he smiled and looked at me with his wonderful, deep blue eyes.

"You are so beautiful." He said, I blushed a little and then I kissed his cheek. I went up from the sofa, and glanced over at the clock, it was only 6 pm, I took his hand and said:

"Can we go for a little walk?"

"Of course!" he said with a smile. I smiled back at him, I knew that I wanted out of the house, and I wanted to meadow with him, we started walking, and it wasn't so far. It took about 20 minutes to walk there, or maybe 30 minutes, because of his leg.

When we came there I sat down in the grass, he sat down next to me and putted his arm around me, I leaned on his shoulder we sat like that for quite a long time. It was very nice to feel the fresh spring air. The flowers would soon start to grow for real, even if there were some flowers here and there already. This was a place that Prim would have loved, she would have been sitting here with me, and we would have been talking for hours. I miss her every day, every hour, every minute. My little sister, my little Primrose! I missed her so much, suddenly I felt how my tears started running down my cheeks.

"What's wrong Katniss?" Peeta asked and he sounded worried. I dried away some tears, but it just came more.

"Prim. She would have loved this meadow, she would have loved the flowers, and the sunset and…" My voice trailed off.

"She is at a good place now." Peeta whispered and kissed me on the head. "And I think she is an angel now, she is your angel." He says," she watches over you now, and she loves you. She would want you to be happy." He continues. And I know he is right, Prim wanted everyone to be happy, she loved to help people, and I think she is an angel too. A little angel with beautiful white wings, and a beautiful white dress, her blonde hair in to braids and a little smile on her lips.

Thanx for reading :D
/ Fanficfanny

Authors Note 22.10.2012. I'm reading through the chapters now, but I don't have time to make them better... I want to apologize for this chapter, and maybe chapter 2 and 3 too... They are not so good in the beginning, but it gets better! Keep reading :D

When you get to the later chapters, it gets better, since I have improved my writing and English a lot since I started writing! Chapter 9 and after that are actually pretty good... ;)

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