Dear Journal
Ok here goes im goin to jus write down my thoughts every day until i let out watever i happen to writing about. right now im writing about my feelings, a guy isnt supposed to tell their feelings or for that matter have them, but i cant help it these feelings must be strong then because its all i can think about. I hear a mans every other thought is about the girl or woman he likes well i must be having trillions of thoughts then because it seems like i have about a billion thoughts about her everyday ppl say dat i may be to young to be in love, but you know what that may be just it i dont wanna beleive it, i wanna say its just a crush but when you cant really think straight around her or you cant even go 15 minutes without looking her way it might be more than a crush then comes the next thing maybe its lust? no it couldnt be lust because all the while i was having the feelings it wasnt because i noticed her sexually i mean yes she's beautiful, yes i love how her body looks, but it was always more than that. i mean i've had the occasional dream/daydream about the time we you kno, but its not always that there is always something subtle to it like i'm the lord of the east and after my last meeting of the day i come home to her with the kids, or i'm a simple farmer and after a long day in the fields, she's there ready to greet me with a hug and kiss. so i cant say that its lust, simply because it was more than just wanting to run up and fuck, no but i also dont think i can call it love because im still to young i really dont think i can do it, but then again when on her birthday i wanna clear my schedule and just do what she wants no matter the thing its got to be more, i really dont know but hopefully i can sort out what im feeling before i tell her. i will tell her. When? I don't know. Where? It doesnt matter, it'll be special. How? we'll see
I vow at this moment Sango will know how i feel
-Inuyasha
hahaha didnt expect it to be inusan did ya? read n review next one up soon