I had him right where I wanted him. I was ready to do it tonight. It didn't care that it was at Noel Kahn's sleazy cabin where who knows how many people had done it before. I had had just enough to drink that I was still going to remember it. I started to kiss him and move my hands lower to unbutton his shirt.

"Hanna, stop." He declared as he gently pushed me back. "What's wrong with you?"

"Everyone else here would kill to have sex with me." I stated as tears began to form in my eyes. "Why won't you?"

"Hanna, we've talked about this." Sean replied. He told me that he wanted to wait to have sex until marriage, even though I told him that no one did that before.

"Am I not attractive enough for you?" I questioned. I had been fat not that long ago and I worked really hard to lose the weight. All of my friends were proud of me and I knew that Ali would be proud of me.

"I think you need to cool off." He replied as he went downstairs. I still didn't get it. I did know that I didn't want to be there anymore. I decided to call the first name in my contacts to pick me up.

"What's up?" Aria asked.

"I need you to pick me up." I explained. "I'm drunk and I can't drive."

"Okay, I'll be there as soon as I can." She promised.

She got there in 15 minutes. I noticed that she was dressed more like the Aria that I was used to, wearing a black lace dress that went to about her mid-thigh with short sleeves and fishnets. All that was missing was the pink hair. I wondered if I could convince her to dye it again. I smiled and walked over to her car.

"Thanks for coming." I told her as I got into the passenger side.

"So what's going on?" She asked.

"Can we wait until we get somewhere else first?" I responded.

"Okay, I'll take you home." She remarked.

"No, I don't want to go home." I explained. "My mom's dating the cop from Ali's case."

"Okay, then we can go to my house." She stated. "I have something that I want to tell you if we get the chance. Though, I can wait until we're done with whatever you wanna talk about."

We headed to the Montgomery house. Mike wasn't there and her parents weren't either.

"So do you need something to sleep in?" She asked. I was really glad that I was finally thin enough that I actually could share clothes with my friends.

"Sure." I declared as I pulled off my red dress. She blushed before she went into her dresser and pulled out some pajamas for me. I quickly put them on.

"So, what's the problem, Han?" She asked.

"I don't think Sean likes me." I explained.

"Why would you say that? You and Sean have been together for a year and a half." She pointed out.

"Well he won't have sex with me." I declared. "Why did you have to change your hair?"

"What are you talking about?" She questioned.

"I really liked the pink. Why did you have to get rid of it?" I questioned as I began to pet her hair.

"I thought Sean said that he didn't want to have sex until marriage." Aria replied.

"I don't understand why he would do that." I responded. "I mean if you were a guy, you'd want to have sex with me, wouldn't you?"

"Um…yes." She replied with a blush. I then was hit with an idea. It might have been because I was drunk, but it could definitely work.

"Do you wanna have sex with me now?" I asked her.

"What?" She replied in shock. I decided to press my lips against hers and I couldn't help but be pleasantly surprised when she didn't push me away. In fact, she pushed me onto her bed. We continued kissing until she had to stop to breathe. "Wow, that was just…wow."

"I'm glad that liked it." I replied as I took off the shirt she gave me.

"Hanna, before we do anything else, can I tell you what I wanted to tell you?" She asked.

"Sure." I agreed.

"Around Halloween two years ago, Ali and I found my dad making out with one of his students in a car." She remarked. "I've been hiding it from my mom ever since then. Now the girl is working in the English department at Hollis and he's acting like it's no big deal. I really want to tell my mom, but I don't want to break up my family. Do you have any idea what I should do?"

"Babe, if your dad cheated on her, don't you think that your mom has a right to know?" I asked. I wasn't even sure why I had used a pet name for her. Just because we made out didn't make her my girlfriend.

"Yeah, but I can't help but think that she'll be mad at me for keeping it a secret from her." She added. I probably wasn't the best person to give her advice for this.

"You should just do whatever you think is right." I declared. I really hoped that the conversation didn't ruin the moment. "So do you wanna keep going?"

She kissed me again and I began to take her clothes off. It wasn't long until both of us were nearly naked.

"So I've never done this before." She admitted.

"Neither have I." I replied. I never thought that I was going to lose my virginity to one of my best friends. Okay, had actually considered that I might have sex with Mona, but I was pretty sure that she wasn't into me like that.

The actual experience turned out to be a lot more painful than I thought it would. I wasn't going to say that it didn't feel good, but I wasn't used to having my back scratched like she did to me. Actually, I was probably underselling how good it felt. I didn't care if I had a bruised thigh or if my back looked like it got attacked by a stray cat, I felt what Sean refused to give me.

"That was perfect." I told her as we both laid under her covers naked.

"Are you sure because I didn't mean to hit you there?" She asked. I just responded by gently rubbing her underneath the blanket. "That feels so good. So you're not going to freak out when you wake up in the morning and see us, are you?"

"No, but I should probably let my mom know that I'm staying over." I realized. I took out my phone and began to send her a text.

" Aria's, spending the night" It read. At that point, I felt like I couldn't keep my eyes open any longer. I put my phone on the nightstand before I faded into darkness.

"Good night, Hanna." Aria told me.

I woke up in the morning with a bit of a headache. I couldn't help but wonder if my night with Aria was just a dream. It was then that I realized that I was naked and so was she. I couldn't help but smile.

I then noticed that my phone was ringing. It was from a blocked number, but it was a call, not a text. I couldn't help but wonder if A had resorted to calling now.

"Who is this?" I questioned.

"Someone you can trust." The voice on the other end declared.

"Ali?" I questioned in surprise. "You're not dead."

"It's true. I'm not." She remarked. I knew it. I knew that she was the one who had been texting us.

"What's with the texts?" I asked her angrily.

"I haven't been sending you any texts." She told me.

"Then who has been sending us texts from A?" I questioned.

"I don't know. If I did, I would probably still be there." She answered. "Look, I was just calling you to let you know that I'm not dead, but I don't want you to tell anyone who's not Aria, Spencer, or Emily."

"Ali, where the fuck are you?" I demanded.

"I can't tell you that." She declared. "I just want you to know that I'm alright and I miss you girls."

At that point, the line went dead and Aria let out a yawn as she awoke.

"Who were you talking to?" She asked.

"Ali. She's alive." I answered.

So I found myself wanting to write Haria because I like Aria and Hanna better than Aria and Spencer. There will also be Emison. I haven't decided for Spencer yet. I could go with Toby or maybe even Mona. Please don't forget to review.