Title: My Taped-Up Heart
Author: Pikola
Fandom: Glee
Pairing: unrequited Blaine/Kurt
Rating: PG, just to be safe
Warnings: Angst
Disclaimer: Glee is not mine, sorry. If it was, Blaine would go back to being his cute, supporting self like he was back in "Never Been Kissed". And Puck would never wear a shirt. Just saying! And this isn't beta'ed, so sorry for any mistakes. Anyone care to beta for me? And if you spot the Torch Song Trilogy homage, internet brownies for you!
Summary: Kurt is tired of waiting for Blaine to finally realize what's right in front of him
My Taped-Up Heart
There's only so many heartaches you can take, only so many times someone can step all over your heart before you just walk away.
And as much as I'm in love with Blaine, I can't just keep standing here and letting him break my heart into a million pieces, only to restore hope that one day he may see me more as just a friend. I don't know how I'm going to do it, but I have to.
I have to walk away, for my own sanity, for myself. I can't be the guy waiting around forever for someone to get a clue. I have to go my own way, and see where it leads me. It may lead back to Blaine, and it may not. But I can't just keep sitting in the same spot, hoping things will change. He's my friend, nothing will change that, but that's all he is. That's probably all he ever will be. A sad, but true fact.
I guess this is the part where I write letters to Dear Abby and burn black candles at midnight. But honestly, that's a little much, even for a diva such as myself. I just want to get to a place in my life where I can feel good about who I am, and not keep sliding up and down this roller coaster of emotions.
I know, good luck with that one. I'm in high school, what else did I expect? I probably won't get anything like that until I'm in college. But like the hapless dreamer I am, I keep hoping. Prada knows, I keep dreaming.
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A/N: I know it's short, but it's only meant as a glimpse into Kurt's mind. I don't know if I'll write anything more for this fic, it depends on if I get inspired for it. But for now, this is complete.
