A/N: Hey so this is my first story. Still so devastated BOP was cancelled so I've written this; I am not yet sure if I will carry this on or if I will leave it as a one-shot. I would like to hear people's opinions.

Disclaimer: I do not own this show or any of its characters if I did the show wouldn't have ended.

Megan stayed with Joan for a while, each comforting the other however there was still a hole in Megan's heart and she knew who she needed to fill it so when Joan left Megan got in her car and headed to the one person she knew she could always count on.

This is how Megan came to be at the house of one Tommy Sullivan at 1 AM.

Megan pulled up outside the house to see the lights still on. Gathering up all the courage she could muster she marched up the path and knocked on the door. As soon as she had, she started to panic and all these thoughts popped into her head like; will he answer the door? Will he let me in? What if he doesn't? What will I say? If the few seconds it took him to answer the knock at the door Megan had made herself so nervous. Why was she so nervous, it's just Tommy? Just Tommy who she'd been rejecting for a year, Tommy who Megan had denied she had feelings for for the last 20 years, just Tommy who'd broken her heart all those years ago and who Megan was still absolutely head over heels for, though she wouldn't admit it till now.

Tommy hears a knock at the door and wonders 'who the hell is knocking at this hour?' as soon as he opens the door and sees Megan standing there looking unsure of herself and with a nervous smile on her face he wants to comfort her so he lets her in.

Tommy:"Hey"

Megan: "Hi, sorry it's late"

Tommy:"Not at all. Come on in"

Megan steps inside and looks around at all the things Tommy had around his house. His house is simple and a bit messy but it's Tommy, and she was just happy he hadn't slammed the door in her face after all she had put him through since he came to Philly.

Megan knows if she doesn't tell him now she's not sure she ever will.

Megan:"Eh...Thank you for...everything, I couldn't have done it without you."

Tommy shrugs it off after all he'd do almost anything for her.

Tommy:"How do you feel" Megan sighs and doesn't know what to say.

Megan:"I can't even begin to answer that question. I don't know that I ever will."

Megan can feel herself getting emotional and takes a moment to decide how to proceed.

Megan:"I do know one thing though. I have spent most of my life allowing my past rule my present an..And everything with my father, yeah, but also with you too."

Tommy nods for her to continue, he know she needs to get this all out and doesn't want to interrupt her now she's finally being honest with him, but mostly that she's finally being honest with herself.

Megan:"And I've held the past against you for way too long Tommy, it's just not fair. You're not the man you were 20 years ago and ever since you've been here you've been showing me that over and over again."

Megan can feel the emotion building up again as tears sting her eyes and her voice cracks, as she is speaking Tommy moves close to her so they are face to face as Megan almost whispers.

Megan:"I don't even know why you put up with me...I don't"

Megan laughs nervously and Tommy takes her face in his hands as he says:

"Megan. You're worth it"

Tommy leans in hoping she won't pull away and feels relief when she doesn't. He places a soft kiss on Megan's lips and is happy when she starts to kiss him back. Tommy drops his hands to Megan's waist and pulls back to look in her eyes she smiles truly for the first time in a long time as they both lean in for another kiss. Megan can feel her heart thumping in her chest and butterflies in her stomach: even after 20 years Tommy Sullivan can make her weak at the knees. Just like that, Megan's heart felt whole again. Tommy didn't care that Megan was damaged, that she was divorced, that she had a kid, or how infuriating she could be. He loved her for who she was and the best part was that she loved him back.