This is my first story so advice will be gladly met! i.e. don't be too mean!!!
Prologue.
Death... it was so underrated. Jack had led me to believe that it was a peaceful thing... not something to look forward to as such but to not be afraid of this place you came to. Darkness was the main thing I saw, not the light that so many of these lost souls had talked about... for me though? Just the darkness. There was something different about me, I'd known that since I'd died.
Oh jack... I catch glimpses of him sometimes and i just stare, but he can't see me. I've tried so many times to talk to him, it takes all of my energy to do so. I don't know if he can feel me with him, but I am, everyday of my existence.
God, where was the risen mitten when you needed it... if only I could see him, in the flesh for one last time.
A searing pain ripped through my chest and I knew he would be here soon. Everytime he had...an accident... I would feel it. Another thing why I was different, I could feel pain, no other soul here could.
"Ianto! Where are you?!?! I need you!" Jack screamed for me, and I knew I didn't have much time to look into his eyes...
his gorgeous eyes...
"You don't need me anymore, you have Gwen and Rhys, Lois will probably join, you will have her too... you need to get out and make new friends, meet new loves. I was always just a blip in time, no matter what you say, I know this is true. Please, if you loved me even a little, you will do this to help my passing over. Its because of you I can't leave." I pleaded until I saw him slowly fade out and it was just me standing scared and alone...
And by heart broke in two again...