Attempting to be sad here. Nauto Sasuke OneShot. Again.
They just don't understand. Looking at me with pity; staring me down with questions. 'Why him?' 'Why chase him?' 'Why don't you give up on him?' 'Why don't you move on?' 'Why don't you hate him?'
I don't bother answering because they'd never get it. I wonder sometimes, do you get it? Do you know why I'm still hanging on to you?
Even if you don't, I do.
Because you saved me. Maybe you didn't do it on purpose, and maybe you regret it; but you still did. If you hadn't been there, I'd still be in the dark. I'd still be alone. I wouldn't be living.
I felt like I was being torn apart; before I saw you. No one looked at me. No one spoke to me. I didn't know why they hated me. I didn't know I was hurting so much. I didn't know what a smile looked like.
But I watched you. You were perfect. You had everything I wanted. I tried so hard to be like you. You had saved me before I ever met you. You gave me something to hope for. You gave me a reason to live.
That day when we were put together; even though I acted angry, I was really happy. I wanted so badly to prove myself to you. I wanted you to see me. I wanted you to notice me. And you did.
It might have been through harsh words and cold stares; but you acknowledged me. Would you laugh if you knew that every time you called me Dobe, I wasn't actually mad at all? I was just happy that you spoke to me; that you wasted your beautiful voice talking to me.
Now you're not here anymore. You didn't love me like I tricked myself into thinking. You didn't care like I thought you might. You didn't become the friend I'd wish you'd be. But you still saved me.
I still live for you.
I still believe in you.
Because you're what gave me meaning. If I accept you're fate, the world won't matter anymore. If I let you go, I would lose everything.
You are everything.
I'd rip my heart out if yours was broken, so I could give it to you. I'd stop breathing if it you thought it was funny. I'd sell my soul to buy one of your smiles.
I'd die for you. A thousand times over. For no reason at all.
They just don't understand.
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